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2011-12-17T02:03:00.003+08:00

less than 24hours, I must join the war! EXAM WAR!
SERIOUSLY, I'm a lil stressed off, only a little because tomorrow's exam was WHITE PEANUT.

Sunday, I will prepare to meet the hell guard. Financial Accounting & Auditing are the super duper ter- most TOUGH subjects.

YUP! I'm prepare to die.
HOPEFULLY, I can pass the papers. I DON'T FREAKING WANT TO RETAKE/RESIT!

Good Luck to myself, never give up no matter how tough it is!
Good Luck to my AIA gang too. add oil guys!

time to fight!
FIGHTING!!!!

2011-12-09T01:09:00.002+08:00

Stopped blogging for months. reason? I'm lazy,NO! no idea what to write,NO!
is because there's too many happy and sad things happens in a month of OCTOBER!

Based on the previous article, I said that my cousin wedding is around the corner.
Cousin wedding was on 15th of October. Went back to Ipoh on 14th -16th.
I'll talk about this when I'm free to complete the article in my draft :)

After a week and few days, my grandpa passed away.
The saddest thing ever happen to me, no joke. I always feel lucky that my grandparents are still here with me.

The day after cousin's wedding, the Tan's family went back to my grandma house and we had a great day with him.
Grandpa said he knew how to read a person future by looking at the face. something like "tai xiong".
All of us queue up, to wait for our turns.
He said my nose are look-a-like lion nose, no idea is it good or not. My future husband are kinda scared of me and he's family background was not bad. My $$$ is all from him. Grandpa asked me not to worry too much.
I really hope what he said was right to prove he is right :)
Night, we had dinner together. A lovely dinner with him and the last dinner I had with him.
My family and I went back after the dinner.
I remembered I said bye with him. He was still energetic and fine.

After few days, uncle called and said grandpa can't walk, he might can't endure too long.
Mum lost her mind. I cried when I heard they said.
Dad asked me not to go back because I had class but I decide to go back because I don't wanna miss a moment with him.
We reached Ipoh around 11PM. When I saw him lying down on the lazy chair, closing his eyes and look so weak.
It's just few days, a few days times make him looks so weak.
I never slept for the whole night, I just can't sleep. I'm worried that he will just go without our noticed. Everyone was really tired.
He told us he will endure and won't go.

We went back to Klang the next day.
5 in the morning, Uncle called and said grandpa passed away. I heard the conversation, I cried and I felt so sad. I blamed God why must they take him away from us?
I haven't done what a grandchild must do to their grandpa. I regretted.

When I was still a kid, he used to ride motorcycle and bring my cousin and I out for breakfast. After breakfast, he will buy us sweets. He will bring us around the village, to see the buffalo, goose and lots more.
On CNY, he will join us when we are gambling. His red pocket money will always be RM11.80.
He will always wait for us to go back on CNY. He's the first one who come out when we are back.
All this will never happen anymore. I hope time will flashback, let me spend the last time with him again PLEASE!

The last 3 days with him, I tried my best not to sleep and stay awake. Just to burn more $$$ for him. In the middle of the night, my cousin and I was awake to take care of all the stuff. make sure the joss sticks is still burning and lots sstuff.
We are actually tired but we endure. had a great time with them too :)
He went in peace and he came back with smile face. It meant lots for us.

GRANDPA;
I hope you enjoy your life in the other world. Don't worry about grandma, we will take care of her. She will always be your woman. I'll never forget what you told me before.
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS Grandpa <3 REST IN PEACE

The best cousins I ever had. Miss both of you so much.
We went through the hardest time together. LOVE & HEARTs :)

2011-10-08T02:56:00.003+08:00

*I just can't find any new photo*

The busy October just hit me and I'm really busy, freaking BUSY!

family
my cousin wedding
girl side at Rawang, boy side at Ipoh

college
sports day, visit the orphanage house
tonnes of homework
project

friends
wedding
birthday party
gathering

work
endless meeting
help my boy

My life is like busy busy and busy. I think better than I'm too free and do nothing, wasting my time.

I spend my time in college more
this semester we are too free. the only tough subject was Financial Accounting 2
we bring Uno and poker card to college, we are totally addicted. We play only on break time, we are still a group of good students :)
we are addicted in karaoke. It's happening almost every Friday, we just stopped going because one of my friend saw something spooky and we are like fine, just stop going for like 2 weeks.

I think everyone know about the iPhone4s had released!
It's disappointing because everyone thought it come together with iPhone5.
iPhone4s was another great smartphone. iCloud, 8MP Camera and lots...
AND ALSO A GREAT ASSISSTANT! SIRI ! ! !
I really heart this, it's so cool.
have a look at the SIRI introduction

cool right? I'm still thinking must I buy iPhone4s home and join my Apple family or wait for iPhone5.

the bad news was Steve Jobs passed away, I think everyone know him.
The founder of Apple.
without him there's no Apple
no Apple no iPhone 1 , 2 , 3 , 3Gs , 4 , 4s , 5
no Apple no MacBook/ MacBook Pro/ Macbook Air
no Apple no iPod/ iPod Nano
no Apple no iMac
no Apple no iPad 1 & 2
and lots more~

without him we don't have high technology, cool and trendy gadgets
HE'S THE MAN!
RIP Steve Jobs, love you always <3

2011-09-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

22/9
21st birthday of my MrLoo
fly to Victoria to gave him a surprise
He was shocked when he saw me. I actually scolded him for no reason and he was kinda pissed off, just a part of the trap. I want him to felt sad and happy in a time.
I'm a bad girlfriend of his :P

The success part was I made him cried in front of his cousins and friends *evil*
He said he will never cry in front of me. He always make me cry in front of crowd so it's my time to revenge *evil2*

He love the surprise party. He said it was his best birthday ever. His family was there too.
so everything was nearly to perfect for him because his parents always busy with their stuff.

23/9
Both of went to bitchy beach for sunrise. Best sunrise ever!
We went hunting for Christian Louboutin shoes/heels, Topshop, Cotton On & local designers brand. This makes me pay much for the overweight luggages. #SUCKS!
I love the weather, the scenery & the buildings. I don't really want to come back!
I'm heading to Perth to meet my girls on Wednesday! I'll be at Aus for a week. *heavenlike*

endwithloves<3

Flying SOON!

2011-09-22T03:06:00.002+08:00

I'm flying soon!
I got one week break. not break actually, it's a college trip week but I'm not going so it's a so called short break for me.
I just can't wait to fly. I want to meet him. I need a fresh breath.
I'm stuck in this hectic city and I need a place to relax and go back to my position.

I'll be superb busy this 2 weeks. I'm half death now, blame the PMS!
I drank too much cold drink. bravo to myself.

I'm going to Victoria to meet my boy, a suprise for him. It's by tomorrow 7PM flight.
back on Sunday morning, Korean Music Wave in the night. I can't wait to shout out loud for GD&TOP! babyTOP please wait for me! :)
attend class on Monday. I'm a good girl I don't want to miss a class :P
Tuesday morning I'M GOING TO FLY! tell you guys where I go after I'm back.

after coming back, nonstop wedding dinner to attend and helping my cousin on his wedding.
I can feel the exhaustion now. iiiish~

anyway, Today is my hubby birthday!
I recorded a video. sang the song both of us used to repeated for 883837374560 times.
He thought that was all. stay tuned for the surprise :) Hopefully you won't read this before the surprise session.
Happy Birthday hubby! LoveYou! <3

P/S: I'll try my best to update my blog. The figures is kinda death when my blog is death :'(

Tired.

2011-09-17T17:04:00.002+08:00

I'm tired with my past two weeks life!
I join my boy sister to work. so once after class I must go and work till the MrDirector say "sao gong!" the best part time work ever :)
no more working life till I graduate. shitty tired!

Degree life is getting better this semester, not hectic like the first semester.
only 3 subjects! Company Law, Auditing & Financial Accounting 2.
2 theory 1 calculation.
FA2 class is the only class I'm super serious. no facial expression, not even a smile when they joke or whatever. I must listen, write down and copy what's on board. MrS teaches super fast. should be SUPERB FAST!
CL & Aud. is the same lecturer. my favourite lecturer, he always make us laugh and I laugh for no reason always :P
Theory class is as bored as usual. we always fish in the class. when Sir started talking about the notes, we will like iiish~
class time probably makes me more lazy. afternoon class for 3 days and 1day morning class. Friday off! heart the time because I can sleep like nobody business :D

I'd meetings to attend #hates!
Birthday party & some events to attend #loves!
wedding dinner is making me seriously broke! I just feel like saying STOP GETTING MARRIED! I'M BROKE! #justsaying

the coming weeks will be another busy weeks. I hate myself for torturing my health and make everyday full of thinggy to do or place to go.

September makes me a half death body
October makes me a poor. cousin, 2 friends, friends sister/brother wedding dinner!
great!
looking forward for November :)
November, please treat me well :)

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!

2011-09-17T15:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!
I don't really like mooncake. I only eat a slice a year or maybe not. My house still got like few boxes. Only mum loves it, she forced herself to love it, I think :P
Celebrate the festival at my grandparents house as usual.

Peace! V.V to the moon! bright full month :)

I love the blur effect for no reason :)

lanterns and candles is a must on the mooncake festival!
i don't really play this time cos the small kiddo argue for the candles and lanterns. Let's imagine I argue with them too, so I just sit aside and play with the candles :)

my baby Steph! There's like 3 kiddos disturbing so it's not so clear. one of the big kiddo is my bro, never be old and love to disturb me 24/7.

the part I love about it was everyone sat down, enjoy the food and start crapping :)

2011-09-11T00:01:00.003+08:00

The week before my last semester exams
I went back Ipoh with my parents, bro&daisou and my boy.
We went back for baby Darren full month dinner and bla.
Going here and there for whole day long. pity my boy because he must drive.

We went here for food test for my cousin wedding. There's like free table for testing the foods so we went and the food was not bad. I was busy taking care of the baby, never really ate like all the dishes. Anyway, I hate the service :)

Baby Derrick, the cutest baby in TanFamily & I love him so much!
ain't he cute? I miss him now.
Sorry babyDerrick for posting your naked photo :P

The night for the full month dinner

look at this! It's damn expensive and damn delicious! the scallop is love.

Photo time with the cousins.
look at BabyDaniel facial expression, epic hahaha.

I miss the time at Ipoh. My boy had a great time with my family too, both of us love the life there. He used his brain too much so life in the village suit him. no stress no burden.
Although it's kinda tiring but worth it! The distance between my grandma house and the city/my aunt house is kinda far so he is the victim, he have to drive everyday up and down.

Going back Ipoh soon for my cousin wedding. On the coming week and 15th of October.
just can't wait to go back. chat with the uncle and aunt. jokes and laugh.

Heart Tan Family to the max! :)

2011-08-21T04:14:00.002+08:00

past few days, I went to college and settle down everything for me to go UK in another 2 semester. everything is done, just have to wait for my A-D is done then I'll fly.
my boy and I just talked about what will happen if I went there. another 6 months, he's graduate and he will be helping his dad for their family business.
He going to fly to another side of the world for 2 years to help his dad.
I'm going to be at UK for 2 years to finish up my degree and continue my studies till I'm a Chartered Accountant, that's my aim.

2 different country, 2 different local time, 2 different life but the same us.
well said we want to be together till we die. BUT is it possible?
can I wait him for another 2 years? can he wait for me for another 4 years?
can we actually wait for each other? or we might forget each other and started a new life with another person.

I always think for the negative side but he always want everything good to happen on us, that's for sure.
when the time passes too fast, I really worry that there will be a day we said goodbye.
I'm scared that everything will change, I'm scared because I really don't want to lose you.

I put all my hope on you, I really do.
If there's a day I'm without you, I will be like a person without soul.

I LOVE YOU HUBBY! <3

just stop the words here. my tears started to drop again.
I'll update about my great 19th birthday soon :)

2011-08-06T19:16:00.002+08:00

* that's not how I look when I go clubbing, looks so pale if I don't make up *

(random post)

my hottie, my boyfie's sis and my girls plan to go clubbing because I'd never step into club for a long time
at the end, my boyfie's mum wanted to join us too!
We went Mist. I simply love there. We went not more than 2 hours and we next bump into Beer Factory and meet my hottie friends there.
very first time going clubbing with his mum and we really had lots fun.
bump into my PSfriend and her friends too, they are superb hot. no jokes!
his mum present me a Pbrand purse , limited edition! my first birthday present. freaking happy! Thanks Aunt <3

went 4play with my coll mates.
they really dance and drink like no body business.
only Mr.ZM and I was a lil normal. We have to drive so we never drink much, just a few sip.
lastly, all of them are drunk! I'm the only one who are still alive.
they vomited for times. I'm like the mother of the night. taking care of them and bla
the very first time in my life that my friends are all drunk. good experience
Thanks for the craziest night ever :)

last day of class, saying bye and good luck and take care. hug each other and shake hands.
really had a great time with them, I'll miss all the laughters :)
DIA seniors and juniors and AIA seniors!
although, we have to separate started next semester but we still in a same college.
I will miss you guys so badly.
Thanks for giving me a great memories in my first semester in degree life :)

I'll remember all the greatest person who appeared in my life and make my life so happening!
heart all of you! Thanks and THANKS! <3

Fav Song.

2011-08-04T04:13:00.000+08:00

Addicted with this song.
Love it! must hear :D

Presentation Day!

2011-07-30T01:33:00.005+08:00

Finally, ELP presentation is END!
everyone done a great job and we put really much effort in this presentation + performance

It's me with not 100% formal. I simply love the blazer I wear, at last I wore it!
Everyone love me in formal and make up. I hate to wear formal because I must be really girly and I hate to make up to college because I stay too long at college but sometimes I'll just draw my brows and lipgloss on so I won't look pale.

My group members. MENS & WOMENS In BLACK! cool right? my face never appeared in the photo because I'm the photographer and this photo snap in a super rush situation because we are late and we want our photo to be in the slide AND I felt I'm really ugly so I don't wanna snap. They totally screwing me like mad cow because I'm always negative with myself. FMS!

The hottest & youngest lecturer! Ms Premi~ She's the best female lecturer! I really love her <3

Our theme is Michael Jackson!
Our group are the CHAMPION! we get no.1 !!! *happy*
I'm the emcee and first presenter.
As an emcee, I must act really hyper. normally, I'm kinda shy getting hyper in front of a big crowd, it's more than 100 students in the hall.
I asked my friends for times, " Must I act hyper?" everyone replied " YES! sure. we know you can do it!"

At the end, everyone was shocked that I actually can be so hyper. To be honest, I'm 101% nervous. I was kinda worried about my image, I don't wanna be like a clown!
The presentation was not bad and performance was superb!

When Ms Premi giving comment, all of us was 200% nervous because our 1st group never present and perform really well. IF we never win this DoubleP, MsPremi won't give us any tips for the finals.
She said we are superb! we don't need any decoration to make everything more fancy or bla. we used our talent to present and perform.
She praised me for being the best emcee of the day. I'm freaking happy because all the monkey actions worth a praise. She never forget to praise our dancers too.

CONCLUSION : Group B is the best! Thanks to the group member for everything, always attend the meeting, cooperation they gave and lots. they're really great! heart them <3
It's like the best presentation and performance for this semester! hopefully we are all in the same class for the English courses for the coming semester too :D

2011-07-27T00:48:00.002+08:00

I miss my both babies up there so much.
my babyNigel just called me and ask why I never invite him for a long time?
here comes a conversation ...

N : jie jie, ni hen jiu mei you lai kan wo liao. i miss you
ME: jie jie bu de kong ar. wo de next week qu zao ni ok?
N : ni pien ren! wo kan dao ni kai facebook. ni yi ding gen *****korkor dating ran hou bu yao lai zao wo.
ME: *****korkor bu zai leh zen yang dating oh.
N : wo bu guan. wo yao ni dai nicky&micky lai zao wo
BLABLABLA .....

He always simply talk my aunt phone and call me. We can talk atleast 30minutes. I really miss the naughty baby of mine.
I think he miss my princes(puppy)more, he always looks super excited when I bring my princes along. He loves dog, wanted to buy him one BUT my aunt dislike dog.
Promised him, I'll visit him on Friday :)

the second baby I miss is my very first DSLR!
I sold it to my boyfie sister, she needs a DSLR badly and I don't really used it. It's kinda heavy and I have to bring a bag if I bring it out.
SO I decided to sell off and I wanted to get a new one now. feel like wanna beat me right?
I had order for the new one I want. still have to wait for weeks. iiiish~
hopefully I wont betray my new coming baby.

2011-07-24T00:11:00.002+08:00

I'm back from the sweet escape!
An unforgettable, sweet and romantic escape
I never mentioned to anyone where I'm going or whatever
my phone rang for times, texts increased day by day and my facebook inbox are full of messages. My boy was wondering they really miss me or I owed them money? hahaha. I was wondering too.

Only two of us, what I want.
Beach, the place I want to go.
Shopping spree, a must!
EVERYTHING just happen in this short sweet escape.

4 days for 2 places are not enough. I wanted to come back on Saturday or Sunday night. BUT the basketball tournament is on Friday SO I had to come back and since my darlings get mad with me because I never mentioned anything about this sweet escape. SORRY Darlings.

After the sweet escape with my boy, everything turns back to normal.
CLASS FOR MORE THAN 6 HOURS.EXAMS.PRESENTATION.
I started to hate my degree life! i really do! endure another few semester and I'll get my ass off from this hectic place.
I JUST CAN'T WAIT!

currently busy with my presentation. a very extraordinary presentation that I never done so far.
EMCEE.CLASS DECORATION.PERFORMANCE.GREAT TITLE/THEME OF THE DAY.AND BLA!
last minute work again and I'm SICK now! FML.

Wednesday is the day for Business Law exam, ELP Presentation and UBS exam.
3 in 1 day. BRAVO!
BL , 5 tutorials to memorize and each tutorials are more than 300words
ELP, I got the most title to present and I'm the emcee for my group
UBS, I only know 60% about it and I'll screw the paper

class starts from 9AM-930PM!
can I actually sue the college or whatever?
is that what a student life should be or what?
KINDA FED UP!

I really hope I'm born to be a robot or maybe supergirl
FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML!!!!!!!!!!

2011-07-12T03:46:00.002+08:00

I'm kinda not happy now. so I wanted to puke everything here :)
My boy are going back soon, he came back for 2 weeks. It's his revision break BUT he never done any revision. He said it's just a simple test. Well, his worst grade are C so no worries for him.

2 weeks. I feel so happy! He accompanied me almost everyday. I always complained to him that I got a BF but he always not around me and I only see him few months once & it's like I'm a single person. He hate me to say this.

When he is back to Melb, he will be very busy, not only with his studies but other thing. SO, we actually don't really text each other or call each other everyday like others couple does. text n call is real expensive for far distance call, so we whatapps or BBM more. OR maybe msn or skype. Although we don't really talk much but every morning and night we MUST send each other a message. or else WE WILL DIE, maybe haha.
A sweet message from him is more than enough, for me.

Sometimes mum will ask why I choose a long/far distance boyfriend?
FYI, I don't know. I always tell mum, at least I feel bliss now SO I think there is no biggie for a long distance relationship. BUT to be honest, not everyone can take it.
Lots of my friends felt pity for me because what they think was my boy might flirt another girl or bla. I'd been worried about all this BUT no more now. One of my bestie teaches me to trust him. Trust are really important in a relationship.
BUT after my friends knew more about him, they changed the pity to happy for me.
I always feel glad that there's such a nearly to perfect guy appeared in my life.

he always said " I'm your slave and you are my princess ". I'm kinda reliable on him, only if he is with me. he is a very caring person and he done lots things that a guy normally wont. Such as dry my hair, putting mask, massage, cook, cutting nails, change my bed sheet and helping me in lots things, i need 1 day to list out haha. FYI, he do it without my command. SO I always feel so bliss.
He will do lots things that even my dad or bro will say " if i'm him, i will sit there and ask u to do".
He never let me do things that hurt myself, I don't even have to wash my plates or take my clothes to put in the washing machine. He will normally ask me dont touch and go do your thing. Even mum though i bullied him! I NEVER OK!

I will miss him like mad cow again! normally when he is back, I will laogai 3-4 days and then I have to be back who I am. hate it!
gonna lose my real life pillow and bloster.
I really don't want him to go back! wuwuwuwuwuwuwu~ I should go Melb to further my studies, I think.

Hopefully he will read this, he always said I didn't talk much about him BUT actually I think my whole blog is more about him -.-

GF2 / LX5

2011-07-10T16:00:00.002+08:00

Finally, I get my new cammie Lumix LX-5!
I bought the white one because it looks sexy in white, that's what I think.
I bought a new cammie for reason

my bro gf means my daisou borrowed my xiaobai(GF2) and she left in the car. SO my xiaobai had been kidnapped! i really want back my xiaobai so badly.

I never talk with my family for the whole night and I feel like killing people. Even my boy had no idea how to make me smile. People around me, i think, they knew my gadgets are like my precious. I don't like people touching them, not because I'm selfish or what but I just don't like, that's me! Human being won't appreciate things that are not theirs, serious no lie. They can simply press press press when they found something wrong they will show it to the owner and say sorry and they expect the owner say nevermind, it's ok.

I never lend my gadgets to people that I don't trust. IF i lend my babies to human being, it's because I trust the person and I knew they wont hurt my babies. ONLY human being that are super close with me are avaiable to lend or else go bang wall!

because my xiaobai are kidnapped so I bought a new one to replace my xiaobai, haih~
I want to get back GF2 but to avoid i miss my xiaobai SO I bought a new model.
I haven't create a name for the new member yet.

I'm thinking of getting back GF2, just kill me and bury!

2011-07-03T23:56:00.003+08:00

had a great weekend with my boy. happy!
at last there's no more weekend class for me. happy X2!
we went shopping for the 2 days, spend lots, purse hurts BUT satisfied!
I bought a massage chair for my parents for like finally. they love it so much. happy X3!

the new lens I bought makes my eyes looks so innocent, my boy said.KINDA YES.He forced me to snap photo with my pinjoi mouth. not really innocent because I'm not a innocent girl. I'M WILD. roooar~

Shopping with the girls on Friday, we shop till like everything are for free!
we are really insane in buying things. There's nothing that we can't buy, we can buy thinggy for ourself and our boyfies. we can go girl n boy department. we get what we want! that's our rule babey~

i look fat as usual.

To be honest, I spent aaaaaK for this 3 days! crazy nuts man.
the massage chair is around aaa.5k!
3/4 of my income this month is gone! It's only early of the month!
I really need to stop buying things. my closet are really full, no jokes! My mum start nagging me like siao whenever I'm back with bags.
I'd no idea why there's so many things for me to buy.

People out there will look at me a kind. might call me a spoilt bratz or whatever.
BUT, FYI, i earned and spent OK? i don't have to explain so much to you guys!
it's my money and my problem! at least i don't swipe my credit card and owe the bank ok!

random post about the shopping :)
more post will be up :)

2011-06-28T00:11:00.003+08:00

Tonnes of assignment and 2 presentation to go before going to Rome!
after the Mid Term, I might MIA for a week or maybe longer.
I need a sweet escape so badly!
Exhausted with my college life. my boy feel heartache seeing my tiring face.
he always scold me for sleeping late because I must wake up real early the next day.
sometimes i just sleep like 2 -3 hours but I have to endure till night.

Degree life are not as easy as I thought. I'm taking 8 subjects this semester. my college one sem is 4 months. IMAGINE 8 subject in 4 months! it's actually less than 4 months, deduct all the one two day class cancel and bla.
HECTIC LIFE EVER!

the only subject I feel no burden is English Language Proficiency. I talked, joke and laughed the most for this subject classes. the other classes I'm mute. having a great presentation and performance for this subject. I just can't wait for it!
Hopefully everything will go smooth! I'm one of the presenter and I haven't start reading my super long informaation yet, the others are MEMORIZING. I'm just going to read through and not MEMORIZING! they are insane, no jokes. maybe their part is kinda short, my part was like 300 words or more.
anyway, so far everything is ok. had lots fun with the DIA junior and meets lots new friends, they really made my day. loving my college friends to the max without them, my college life sucks!

this Sat n Sun, my boy, my girls, the gay gang, the hotties and I are going to Sepang Gold Coast!!! I just can't wait!
I told my boy I wanna go beach so he just plan n told me. happy happy!
going with all my beloved one are like the best thing ever.

*end with loves*

2011-06-25T00:58:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 1.3 to my baby boy!
He came back to celebrate with me again. Another great suprise from him. Thanks B!
his real motif is to go Langkawi Island for some shooting. The gay gang went too. Imagine they are shooting with their clothes off and showing their so called MUSCLES. They will kill me if they read this sentence :P

We went The Ship for a simple dinner
he gave me a bouquet of lil small cute Stitch, it's all small Stitchie and not flowers. he knew I don't really like flower because it's wasting money. anyway, it's damn cute!
with a very cute handmade card. I actually never get him anything because he came back in a sudden and I never prepare anything for him SO I simply wrote a card and he copy me :P

He went Langkawi less than 24 hours and he came back because I'm kinda down today.
first, my LCCI on demand results is out, not all, my accounting failed! ABC failed(my friend say, I never check myself)and my stupid aunty visit me. SO it's like double no mood!
SO he came back alone to accompany me. I almost cried because I thought he lied me.
His sis and I was at Asia Cafe and he text me n said, you will saw me when you turn back.
HE REALLY STAND BEHIND ME! *touched*

He bought lots chocolate, wine and beer. it's tax free so he bought lots.
the gay fellows plan to have a party at his house on this Sunday
i just can't wait to join them and party together! I miss the gay fellows so much! they are still busy with the outings.

my boy bought me 3 bags this time. I'm craving for those bags for ages! I wanted to wait my salary out and get all this babies home. I never mentioned that I like all this and bla.
BUT HE CAN READ MY MIND! Thanks B for saving my money :P

Every time I shop alone, I'll buy him some nice clothes. SO all the clothes is for him. He love it because it's normally from the brand he want and what he like.
I bought him the bag he wanted for so long but there's limited stock for it and i spend like double money for it. feel a lil regret at the first because my two month expenses money gone BUT it's for him so i feel fine. As long as he like it.

Both of us are shopaholic. We earn, save lil and spend lots. That's US.

THANKS for coming back and made my day :D

2011-06-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

sorethroat pain.cough.bad flu.ulcer.nose bleeding 2/3 times a day.
AM I GOING TO DIE SOON OR WHAT?
all this BESTIES followed me for the 3rd day!
I feel like commit suicide!

I don't feel like talking and eating.
I will die if I don't talk
Gastric will attack if I don't eat
This is the reason why I WANNA DIE!
forget about this!

bro birthday is on tomorrow and
I'm having class from 9AM to 9.30PM!!! FMLTTMOE!
the party is still going on BUT I'm going to be late! argh.
Thanks HIS SIS for willing to help me! heart you baby <3

some of my besties or people who followed my Twitter will knew that I'm going Rome soooon~
yeah it's soooon~ everything had delayed cos the church stuff and bla.
SO I HAD NO EXCUSE FOR NOT TAKING MY REAL CALLED NOT IMPORTANT MID TERM PAPER
I'm going Rome because of my boy cousin sister wedding.
IMAGINE... it's at ROME! freaking romantic right?
ENNNNVY!

THIS freaking whole week I'm going to be extra busy,it's like no time to breath i think
I'm having classes for the whole week. more than 6 idiot hours a day!
I got few events to attend.
Clubbing with my PSF. A MUST!
Gathering with my PSF. A MUST X2!
my besties birthday. A MUST X3!

IT'S ALL SO IMPORTANT TO ME! I really hope I can say SORRY I can't make it.
well, that's the life for teens like me so just play hard! V.V

P/S : I'll type what pops out from my mind. SO it will be a mess :P

2011-06-19T23:49:00.003+08:00

addicted with this song! BIG SALUTE to EDC! always support and love you :)

BUSY like nobody business nowadays. I really need some fresh air!

Everyone thought I'm only busy with studies, actually not!
I'm a 19teen years old girl which don't wanna use my parents money. SO my girls and I done SOMETHING and we are earning.Thanks to my lovely girls! i love the changes of figure.
I must meet them when I'm free but sometimes I'm really damn exhausted! BUT I still must meet them, to make sure everything is good and keep upgrade :)
I love this so called job. give ideas, they change it and income flew to my bank account.
be smart in earning money , don't ever get cheated :)

LOTS of them wondering why I'm having weekends class. I'm bored answering this!
my college are different than the other famous college out there, my college provided full time and part time courses and because I haven't finish my MQA subject for my LCCI Diploma in Accounting so I must attend classes on weekend. The MQA classes are going to end soon because I exempted few subjects :)

tell you guys what. my bro birthday is on 22ndJune, two days more. I'd plan a birthday party for him! I can't imagine a birthday party can spend so much, who cares, mum pay for it. Mum wanna cook BUT i beg her to sit and crap with the uncles and aunties. She will die if she don't work! Invited all his friends, I called them from day to night. It's so hard to contact them. ANYWAY, hopefully, he will love it. His birthday present makes me bankrupt! hate him!

I'm having bad skin recently! pimples never stopped popping out.dark circle pop out too! this busy time, I only wash my face 3 times a day ( biasa la tu) and apply my moisturizer.
not even my toner! i forget everything about mask, IF the mood comes, I'll apply the SexyLook or Bio-Essence night mask or else I'll forget everything. NO SCRUB NO PAMPERING MY FACE! totally a disaster. I need time to take good care of my face or else I'll regret!!!!

Midterm exam is on this week and next week. I'm going to skip some subject BECAUSE I'M GOING TO ROME! for my boy cousin sister wedding :)
Thanks bro for the go n back ticket too <3
can't wait!!!

2011-06-05T00:20:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I forget how to smile out from my heart.
No ones knows what secret consists in my heart and brain. everything came to fast and gone to slow. It's a nightmare to me. Sometimes, I thought I had really forget about it BUT I didn't.
This is the moment I changed to another me, I learned not to be good to anyone. Sometimes you'll found that they don't worth a good treat from you. I learned to be more cold-blooded. Some people deserve it, so just let it be and don't try to help. they would call you a BUSYBODY! I learned to appreciate. Sometimes I felt I'm totally grown up.

The important thing I learned was FAMILY is so important to me, always do. Even you got more than 100 friends out there, they can't and might won't help when you are in trouble. only family will take the first step to help and show the love and care. In this hectic moment, I learned that I can't live without them. They are too important to me, without them, we might lost directions and no one give us support.
Thanks to my Grandparents, Uncles, Aunties and my cousins! I really appreciate and saw what is the call the power of family. The supports, the care and advices, I won't forget it.

Special Thanks to my boy family and him too.
my boy purposely came back from Australia to accompanied me, helped us, support us and take care of me. Sometimes he even skipped his class, never sleep because I just can't sleep, bringing me out no matter how late because I don't want my parents seeing me cry, fetching me go and back from college no matter how busy and lots. Without him besides me, I'm really lost. He teaches me how to forgive and forget and be tough. His shoulder and chest is my place to take a deep breath and rest. He felt heartache and cried because of me, I won't forget this.

We'd went through the stupid things together and came out together. There's so many STRANGERS came and gone, they change my life and I won't forgive them for what they had done. I'll take my whole life time to curse THEM since I can't revenge!
They make me do this! They change my everything and they must get the revenge from GOD!

Pheeeewwwwwwwww~
Although it is a past and a GREAT history story in my life. There's still scars in my heart, it will always remind me about this story. Every story had a moral value and the reason why it will happened. I really do learned lots.
Everything changed , I changed , My family changed.
This is the lesson from God and we had pass the exam :)

P/S : I'm no more the timid me, don't ever try to hurt my family. I won't forgive U!

2011-06-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

First day of June was a hectic day for me, having class from 9AM - 7PM!
it's longer than worker working time, they get their salary yet i don't! i only gain knowledge and yawn in class.
because im taking few additional subjects and it might good for my future work. IMPORTANT thing is it's free so i choose it and since my friends taking too.

After class, my boy sister fetched me up all the way from KL to Klang. sweet! we went Pavilion and KLCC to get the elder sister a present. hopefully she will like it because we choose till the shop closed.

after our dinner, we went Desa Park for fresh air. love there so much! saw couples there and i think of my boy. sad case. Both of us love shooting so much, never stop *chik chak chik chak*

we went beer factory for some beer for sure and meet her friends. too bad, promised him no beer so no beer and it's time to take care of my health. so potong steam right? i felt too.

reached home late. thanks god the next day no class IF not i won't able to wake up.

P/S: my boy is no more angry with me :)

P/S: It's already the middle of the year. time passed real fast.

2011-05-29T00:59:00.002+08:00

This song makes me cry
* big sigh*

2011-05-28T23:53:00.002+08:00

The first argument between us after 430 days.

TO; Mr.B

I'm really sorry! I promised I wont go pool with my only girl friends, I'll tag along with some boys.

very first time seeing you so angry, I know you worried about me but I'm not 9 years old, I'm 19. I can take care of myself when I'm out, as I promised you I wont go Subang area or KL area because of the acid splasher case. Please don't always worrying about my safety. I'm fine here, I can take good care of myself.

I know how much you love me and care for me, you always give me the best and you don't want me to feel alone. you gave me freedom like no body can do, you won't tight me up.

so please don't leave me alone and not replying my text for hours, you might won't know how I feel but I tell you what. I feel so depressed and lost! no jokes!

As I told you before, If there's no YOU in my life, I'm sure it will be my doomsday. You are the only guy I put all my heart on you. I appreciate what God gifted to me and I'll treasure it hard. no matter what happened I'll never let you go depends If you change your mind.

this few hours, I felt I'm like a small baby which cry for no reason, even a baby cry for a reason.

my princes sat and look at me, if they can talk, I'm sure they will advise me not to cry.

I think I must stop here. water supply breakdown.

Miss you :'(

2011-05-16T00:04:00.002+08:00

I knew there's no ending for this, I knew no one will give up in this, I knew I'm so weak in facing this.
I'm hiding from the fact and truth, I dont want all this to be happen but it's out of my control.
giving up is sounds so wrong to me because i really love this man. he makes me insanely in love with him, no jokes.

I really think we need a talk.

B, I'm so sorry that I never reply your text and bla.. this few days. As i told you i just wanna solve this myself because it's actually our problem and not yours, although related to you. thank you for the patience you had towards me. I still love you as usual <3

2011-05-09T23:26:00.003+08:00

1st year of degree, 1st semester. i can feel the difficulty now. there's lots assignment and presentation for sure. there's lots ABC subjects that i always love, but I realized I don't really like it.

I have to write lots, there's so many notes to write and normally ABC subject class will be at Auditorium so the table will be so small, it's 4-5cm bigger than A4 paper i think. so hard for me to write and I'm sitting at the back of the class. everyone came so early to class for a nice place. my class having 100+ student. just imagine how big the class is but only this semester. Thanks GOD!

The thing I hate was I must drive to college. the time I go to college mostly is jam! when I reached college, I must turn around for atleast 3 - 4 times for a parking then must wait those people who stucked in front of the machine to make sure the MPK won't summon us. This spend like 10-15 minutes, If my dad or bro fetch me to college, I just have to walk down from the car and relaxing walking to my class. HATE IT! so I rather ask my dad or bro fetch me BUT normally they will nag me >.<

I love afternoon class so much because I can sleep late and wake up late :)

This semester I will be suffering because of the time and I have class on weekends too. I'm retaking my CA too. What a busy semester. I tried to go out with my friends as much time as I can, before I'm really busy.

Hopefully this year one and a half year will past faster, I wanna go UK so badly!!!

2011-05-09T01:56:00.002+08:00

back from Aus! I'd super great time at there. i love there so much! the weather and the environment! i miss there so much. I'm going for my next sem break. It's a must!
i went for 3 days this time. I'll try to make everything short. I'm so sorry that I never took much photos. I bring along my DSLR and it's damn heavy, so i never bring it with me when we are out. REGRET!

the first day was our shopping day. my boy bring us around Melbourne. i love their citizen so much, so friendly and nice. we hunt for all branded, it's cheaper than Msia! so i bought Mother's Day present at there too. i bought a watch, white one for my daisou. i never bought anything for myself.
night, my boy cousins and friends are back. i can't imagine this 5 guys are so gay. they are talking about their muscles! what I'm surprised is the whole house are so clean and they cooked everyday. i can't believe this! we had BBQ for dinner. cold weather with barbecue and beer, perfecto! Wii makes us gone wild. Crazy night.

I really hope I can stay there longer, it's so fun staying with them.
Thanks YL&his gf for the first-meet-gift, i likey so much!
his cousins are like my brothers to me, love them. keep in touch. i miss you guys so much! please come back Msia on sem break :)

2011-05-01T16:26:00.002+08:00

Before it launched, i wanted to get one myself. i heard that there's limited so i was thinking no one will accompany me lining up and grab one home. so i give up the plan and wait till every store out there can get one.
BUT my boy grabbed one for me! his friends helped him to ordered it, RM200 as deposit.
i love it so much, the camera was not bad.
he download everything for me, the applications and games.
no idea why i can't use wadsapp here, hmmm~
anyway, mine is in white colour! nice nice and nice.
I'm going to get a nice cover for it, i dont like the cover they gave.

currently at Sg.Wang Starbucks, my boy and his gay partners had tonnes of unfinished topics to talk. so I'm going to walk to Pavilion, no driving, there's like a small jam here.
I hope I'll meet someone there, if not i'll be bored. wondering when my boy can be mine for one day, fine, i knew his gay partners miss him.
is time for Shopping! spending time, let's grab some new stuff :)

2011-05-01T15:56:00.004+08:00

I'm sure everyone knew about the Royal Wedding. I watched from the beginning till it ends. I'm sure everyone wants to know who is the wedding dress designer and how gorgeous she is.
Kate wore an ivory and white satin wedding dress with long lace sleeves, a veil and a flowing train. William wore a scarlet military tunic. I love both of their smile, smiling blissfully.

kissing on the balcony of Buckingham Palace, the last part and I love this part the most

walking out from the Westminster Abbey, it was a great wedding. there's lots Kings & Queens from different countries. their outlook was absolutely elegant, some are with the hats too.

I love this married couple the most. look at their clothes. Victoria don't look like a pregnant woman at all, look up there.I love her hat so much! Beckham was so handsome too. LOVE THEM!

This is my very first time watching the Royal Wedding and I love it.

waiting for Prince Harry turns :)

2011-04-29T03:50:00.002+08:00

can I have a pair? It looks damn cute! Mummy, i want this as the exam present PLEASE!
MONEY can help me to get all of them back home :)

I'm actually at Genting now! I'm sick and the weather here is so cold, conclusion I'm so cold! My boy forced me to activate back my blog.Say Thanks to him :) If not I'm kinda lazy to type now.

Oh ya,my boy just came back. another surprise from him, his Easter break had end. he passed up his assignment and came back for few days. I actually bought flight tix, i wanted to fly over there and give him a surprise since he complain that I never gave him a surpise before. so yeah, he ruined my plan. BUT I'm still going to Aus. maybe for 3 days, my babies are tagging along too. they are having their breaks too.

this will be called as the Aus trip! yeeeeeeah! i can't wait!
my boy said is super cold there now so he told me times that I must get some thick clothes around. i love cold, weeee~
I wanna see kangaroo, koala bear and bla. Important is ENJOY!
hopefully this trip will bring back some Stitch.

hopefully his sis can tagged along, we wanted to go around together. we are like lesbians recently, real lesbian. we text everyday, saying ILOVEYOU for 19278298times, shared our stories, shopping together and bla. we love each other so much! she is my new member of my listener. her bro was kinda mad when he knew about this. as a girlfriend of his, I never treat him that well. people who are close to me, they will agree with me.

after the trip, I have to step back to the hectic life, this time will be DOUBLE hectic!

2011-04-29T02:23:00.005+08:00

A million SORRY to my readers! I knew I MIA for a month and I'm BACK!

the 2nd semester is ending soon, one more exam to go and I'm free from this hectic semester!

I'd get the internal exam results today, I'm so satisfied with my results. I'm the first one who get the results and I shouted when Mr.Salleh said my accounting get A! conclusion, mum, bro and my boy owed me presents. i love presents :P

I might doing my degree next month, it's kinda rush and I'll be double busy. YES! DOUBLE! let me tell you why? the last semester class are MQA so it will be on weekends, normal classes on weekdays. this means that I'm having class from Monday to Sunday! GREAT!

IF I don't take on May, I have to wait till September and there will be 3 additional subjects to take. SO this means I'm forced to take on May. I asked mum for suggestion, she said " choose the one you felt better for you, my job is to pay your fees. don't ask me to choose". I asked her for 94298329times so she hate me when I mentioned about it, there's like no ending :P

no matter what, Degree is a must for me. 1 year at UK is a must too, a part of my wish. my job now is to register and work hard for every single subjects. I found the fun studying Accounting, Accounting is not as easy as some "smart" people though, "smart" people thinks that it's all about debiting and crediting. A totally big NO! I'm hate the "smart" people thinkings.

people are wondering why I wanna study at UK? the reason is because I LIKE LAH! well, it's just a wish of mine, just felt like going there for a look and the way they study and work. I love new things so yeah, I wanna try staying there for a year. it's just a year. I know there's lots human out there will miss me, PLEASE tell me you will.

I found the pathway for my future and I'm taking every steps to be a Chartered Accountant.

2011-03-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

I want this so badly! it's MAC limited edition Wonderwoman Eyeliner!
it looks like a marker pen, looks so cool, mostly all my friends had get one
why i still haven't get one back home?
Sunway Pyramid branch told me no stock
Pavilion branch told me they will restock soon
even my girls are hunting for this , poor 5 of us :(

Dad promised me that he will get me a car asap, he said since he promised so he will make my dream come true, wee~ Thanks Dad!
Dad asked what car i want, i told him Mazda 3, i like it so much. blame myB, he make me love Mazda cars >.<
really hope dad will found a good one for me, no matter what car, i'll appreciate it so much.

The One Year Anniversary is so close, i can't wait! :)

my LCCI is going to be end around June and my Degree will be around August
im taking 2 + 1 , weee~ parents allowed it too, but i'm sure at the end dad will change his mind
my darlings and I just can't wait going to UK, although is still long but we are damn excited when we started imagine it. can't wait for the course to be start and end of 2nd year, so I can say hi to UK!
Mum says that she will do an agreement, i was like WHAT?!
there's 5 things i have to follow and remember

1. I'm not allowed to have AngMoh BF
2. I must call once a week
3. Take good care, call back when i need money (i like this part so much :P )
4. I must come back once I'd finished my studies , not allowed to stay there more than 366 days (not even one year one day, because i told them one year -.-)
5. Always miss me, dad and brother. we will miss you too (i almost cried when i read this)

i should scan mum's B&W paper up here, i type out everything, only the bracket is my words

when i sat down and think about it, i asked myself can i survive without my family?
hell lot people knew that i'm kinda reliable SOMETIMES and i have homesick >.<
whenever im out, i'll think about my prents and my brother. no idea why, i just love to stick with them, sometimes i rather stay at home with them than going out with my friends
i think i'll bring my bloster and pillow along too, and my two babies if not how am i going to sleep, they make me sleep comfortably and i used to hug my two babies before i sleep!
STOP! i'll cry later, i'm kinda sensetive with my family stuff. i can't live without them :(

i really want to go so badly. im sure the expenses will be damn high, is UK not Ulu Klang!
after my LCCI, i'll get a part time job and continue my studies, i don't really want to use my parents money
1 year at UK = 3 years at local
Money, i will hunt you back! i'll be workaholic like last time, last time for branded now for UK!
pheeeeew~

P/S : Pray for Japan , May God Bless them :)
P/S : although we are staying in Msia, doesn't mean we are 100% safe, anything might happens in a blink. so appreciate everything you have now :)

2011-03-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

myB sent me this song and it's really meaningful, and i cried
makes me miss myB so much, although some of them thought i actually never think of him at all. i miss him in my heart and not with my mouth.
sometimes i'll cry because i miss him toooo much, so i'll try not to think about him
but sometimes i can't control my mind because my brain controls everything of me
i'll just simply smile when i saw sweet couple cuddling around because i think of u again
missing you makes me felt so tiring, sometimes, but i don't mind because i love u

everything change when you are not around me
normally. . .
one ice- cream two person share, but now i finished it myself
one pillow two person share, but now i felt the pillow is so huge
there's a partner i can camwhore with, but now im all alone in the photo
we used to go shopping together but i'll go alone or with a group of friends
we can spend our time in the room doing lots stuff but now i had no idea what to do
you'll be my driver but now i have to drive myself
you'll like to bully me and i'll like to wait for you to tam me back
i don't need a bloster because you are my bloster

there's just a few up there
sometimes i do felt im so lonely, thanks God my friends is still there for me :)
what i really want is Mr.Time walk faster to 2013

B, i do miss you and i need a lil trust from you
although im close with him recently, doesn't mean he will effect our relationship
i'd mentioned the same thing for times, i hope you'll understand :)

waiting for end of April to meet you at Australia
heart you B!

2011-02-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

TODAY was a happy and sad day for me

HAPPY , i get 100% in my business statistics in internal exam!

when i get the results i shouted at the hall, actually we already get the results but the admin still want us to gethered up and they'll announce the good news for the special rewards.

our college gets the world gold medal in accounting! Mr.Suppiah is so happy for the whole day long. Congrats Sir! :)

when they announce the best student for the particular subjects, i was actually talking with my friends and suddenly my friends sitting behind me, shouted Cindy! you get the best student in BS, i look in front and i was kinda blur till they pushed me out.

i felt so damn happy, there's 5 of them who get this award, all is my classmates, our classmates shouted like mad down there. 5 of us was kinda stunned for few minutes.

we spot for A's but not 100%

when the MC asked us to say what we feel, 5 of us said the same word

"are we a group of singer getting award? xD"

i said something damn old school

"never expect that i'll get this award, i gotta thanks my family, my lecturer Mr.Shankar and my friends. i love all of u!"

the stupid MC asked me is there anyone special to thank

"errrr... thanks the admins and principal"

actually that's not what she mean -.-

i called my parents and text to my boy

they were so happy too :)

after awhile they told us the results for external exam

my class all of us failed for CA! we knew that actually, what a bad news!

the others subjects is either A or B, why a failed? haih~

this is what makes me sad for a whole day :(

i want a pass nor a fail! no choice i still have to resit i think. still discussing with the friends.

Mum bought this as my presents! awww~ she always asked me to get better brushes and now she gets me a whole big set! Thanks Mum and Dad!

there's two more present to go, weee~ A's makes me gets what i love, likey!

i'm waiting for my B's present too, weeee~

P/S : missing you more after skype :(

2011-02-20T16:44:00.002+08:00

Today is the 333th day we together

it's like a blink of eyes and we had been together for almost one year :)

really do appreciate the time we'd together

thanks for accompanying for 333 days!

as i always wish is that you are by my side always

hope 2 years can pass faster

i love you B! ♥

P/S : i miss your hugs so badly! :(

2011-02-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

Chanel bag!!!

I'm always in love with branded bag because i felt it's like a collection and it is trendy.

currently, I'm using my Gucci and LV bag to college, because it is huge enough and i can simply throw anything inside randomly

Ms.V asked me, why i bought the LV bag? don't i felt I'm old using it?

I'm kinda pissed for few seconds, come one, it's branded and why it looks old when we teens carried it, there's like tonnes of teens out there is using branded bags, but they looks trendy.

it's all depends on how you wear actually and how stylish you are.

they always called me a rich girl, maybe they are calling me a spoilt brat or whatever!

i really don't freaking care, i really don't!

just fart whatever you want, i wont feel the pain even you fart how many times.

i just like to get what i want and wait i can afford!

i actually never bought more than 10 branded bags, is mostly a gift from my BF's, friends and even my mum or aunties!

so I'm freaking poor actually! stop calling me a rich girl!

i really do hate that name

well well well, actually i really had no time to blog currently, i really miss blogging actually! i really do!

i got so much to blog, i got so much thing to puke out up here!

but time doesn't allowed me to blog

9-13hours at college, mostly class ends at 5 and coming soon I'm having class till night!

5 hours to sleep!

the few hours spent for h/w, eat, fb/twitter

so i had no time! FML!

everyday when i wakes up, i really hope i can skipped the whole day class!

the exam is coming soon on April, there's like not more than 2 months to exam!

need hell lots time to study, but I'm really tired sometimes, i rather go out for a walk or yumcha with the friends than facing the home works and assignments!

hell stress till i can't really sleep sometimes, i always think what I'm going to do tomorrow, my brain never stop functioning the whole day

even my parents asked me don't stress myself up

i need 3A's more, so i can get the best students trophy!

i really wants to make my parents proud of me once.

it's not easy for this 3A's, this semester subjects is killing me hardly

i always hope there is place for me to shout, the only way to release stress is shopping

it really works on shopaholic like me, normally after class i will go for window shopping with my darlingV or MrK

walk around and forget about studies, good way for me to calm down my mind

i really over use my mind currently haih~

the others thought im actually happy and damn free, but i don't

i want April to end soon!

i had start planning about my degree and asking the intake and price

that tells im so stressing myself for success, haih~

Thanks B, for getting me the iPad

i bring to college everyday, when there is break i'll play games with my friends

it really helps me to have fun and rest my mind :)

2011-02-20T00:35:00.002+08:00

after all this year, i had the best V's Day ever i think, thanks for everything!

i really do love it so much, at last i get something you make by yourself, a huge bouquet of rose with straws and papers, you asked me before, do i like rose? i said "not really, but if i get it im sure im surprise and happy, but it will die fast" so this roses will be with me forever and wont die forever

i wont even forget how you make me cry on that day, you make my dream came true again.

"i don't want any fancy present or eat at any fancy hotel"

i love the surprise!

i love the fireworks so much!

i love what you cook and the cake you bake so much!

i love what you gave me so much!

i love the way you treat me as a princess!

i love you too!

Thanks for giving me a simple yet romantic V's Day!

really appreciate it, love you! ♥

2011-01-30T01:57:00.005+08:00

I'm hell lazy and busy to update my blog, im lack of sleep for like everyday.FML

talking about my CNY, it's totally kinda fun
my boy came back from Aussie to make my dream come true :)
as i told him i really hope that he is with me on CNY because my mum side relatives never saw him before but only heard mum mentioned about him to them, so they asked me to bring him back to Ipoh too, so my wish come true!
this year we went back Ipoh on 2nd day of CNY, very first time, because my boy's mum invite us to her house for dinner, mostly all of us went, i mean all my big family members! had lots fun on that night, his family member gave me super big ang pau, woooots~

went back Ipoh for few days, is a must every year, everything is different this year because my boy is with me and i never bring any of my bf back to my mum's hometown before, my very first time. everyone loves him so much, no idea why. the aunties just like to praise him yet im like transparents. he love those village environment so much, normally he will on his room aircond for 24/7 but at grandma house, he says he can sleep without fan at the night too but afternoon time is hell hot!
we even went Cameron Highland, mum always wanted to go, so my boy suggest to go there. we had steamboat at there, feel so good, cold wind blows by while eating steamboat, likey! it worth to eat too, 7 adults eats 4 person food for RM100+ is damn cheap to me. mum bought hell lots flowers and vegetables,i bought strawberry lollipop for my classmates, coursemates and lecturers, they like it so much. nothing much to spend at there, i just love the place.

my friends called and text me for timesssss, they are asking the same thing "when are u coming back?" so we went back earlier, actually not early because we came back on tuesday and thursday im having class too, after im back, everyday visiting friends house, gambling with my family members or friends and yumcha till late night. even next day having class im still sleeping damn late, i just cant sleep! argh~

im sad about i accidentally delete all the photos in the camera! FMTTM! i really felt like screaming after my boy said, ask u sleep u play with the camera, good for u -.-
so there's no CNY photos, F.it! arggghhhhhhh~

2011-01-26T00:48:00.002+08:00

TODAY, heard some gossips from my CL friends, never knew she changed so much.
i hate her so much now, for hurting my darlings!
kinda biggest bitch on earth! i dare you to post again and you'll know we are actually more evil than you!
anyway, my darlings chill ya! :D

my baby boy is kinda emo today, but i felt happy with no reason
he is emo-ing because he lots the Gucci phone strap and Stitch key chain
he left his stuff at the class and when he is back , his phone , wallet n key is lost!
he is kinda angry, he report it and found nothing
he said, what he want back is his the photo on his BB, the phone strap n Stitch key chain
the phone strap is kinda meaningful for us, we are using the same phone strap on the same phone, it's everything same and the phone strap we bought for our 6thmonth anniversary and we never planned for it, so we got 2 pairs same one haha so we treasure it so much
the Stitch key chain , we bought it at HK Disneyland , hard to get back i think
as i promised i'll get back all for you ok?
please don't be emo, i hate seeing you without smiles

we found out using FaceTime is better than Skype and MSN
iPhone is still the best! :P

when shopping with mum today! yihooo~
i bought bags like again, i got tonnes of bags in the closet
totally a spoilt brat!
i still want to get one more heels, just one more heels!
and jeans! a must, before mum throw away the old one :(
i bought SK-ll for mum, she mentioned like times in front of me
since there's promotion too, so i get her a set and she's happy
i bought for my boy mum too, mum said she never go to my boy house before
so i bring her there and visit his mum and passed her the products too

i don't wanna go there with empty hands
so i bought mandarin and a hamper as the CNY gifts since my boy mum sent us 2 hamper too :)
the two mummys can chat for like hours, salute
yet i was playing with Snowie, my boy doggie. B, he is getting fatter! don't worry ya! i think it should go for a hair cut with the two babies too.
i can't imagine if i bring 3 dogs to the shop, will they fight in the car, hope no, if not i'll bang the wall
the two babies of mine is getting naughtier, they fight for me -.-
when i hug BabyNicky, BabyMicky will bark to me, when i hug BabyMicky , BabyNicky will bark to me. if i don't hug both, they will lick my legs and it's ticklish!
without my boy as my pillow/bloster at the night, they replaced him
two furry babies is more comfortable than him like 9374937 times
loving them so much , eventhough i complaint lots about them
i'm finding for CNY clothes for them too :)

end with loves :)

24th

2011-01-24T00:47:00.004+08:00

Saturday,

went out with my girls to

TS, Sg.Wang, Lot10, Pavilion & F88

a shopping day at Bukit Bintang area

the girls bought tonnes of clothes and shoes for sure
everything is like free to us :P

i get myself 3tops, Levis jeans and a short, a pair of flat from Vincci, some accessories and fake eyelashes

i get mum some O.P.I thinggy, she always complain she has no nail polish thinggy

she love it to the max, her face told me that but actually she screwed me up

i get my dad Polo Tee and my bro Converse shoe and tees

i spent hell lots! my bank account money is reducing day by day!

but i felt satisfied because shopping is my favorite

stayed over at my girl house

girl gossips session

we tried those clothes and we simply make up for shooting session, that was love!

around 12, we headed to 7eleven for beers! food courts for some junk food

headed to my girl house and drink drunk drank!

fun fun fun! funtastic night ever! :D

Sunday,Today

hunt for food with my girls at her house area

went 1U for short shopping session

i never get anything, because my purse left RM70+ :(

i went to the optical shop, i saw Prada glasses was so damn nice

cost around 600+! shit it!

i need a nerd glasses real soon before i gone blind -.-

i thought the Prada one can follow me home BUT can't, the price was exaggerate and don't worth it.

whatever, i'll get a normal nerd spec! argh!

my girl sent me home, Thanks BabyS & BabyP!

once i entered the my room, i saw a big box!

here's the conversation, bro and I

ME: kor, why got a box in my room one? boom ar?

BRO: just open and c la, u think i so eng put a boom inside and once u open i also mati together with u ar

ME: who sent come one?

BRO: fed ex

ME: from who?

BRO: can u just go have a look at the damn paper

so i took the paper and saw my boy name! kinda excited

he never told me that he getting me something

there's a letter too, so i open and read, he wrote there

OPEN THE BOX IN THE NIGHT! IS A MUST! FOLLOW THE RULES OR I RAP YOU OFF

i was like -.-

so i facetime him and he said open after 12 and while we skype!

ignore that part first

had dinner with my family and my beloved uncle family too!

at Happy Village, love the chicken chop so much. yummy!

headed to Aeon! saw the sweet couple, Mr.HY & Ms.YL

really happy knewing that both of you are couple again, miss both of them :)

i wanted to get a pair of heels BUT dad complaining that i bought tooooo much this time

yet, im tall enough so save the money for something useful -.-

mum get herself clothes, i wanted to buy the flat at Vincci but the stupid design hurt my legs when i tried to walk with it , argh!

even my cousin can't get what she like :(

headed to Pandamaran for supper!

back home, bath and Skype with my boy

24th of every month is our anniversary

so this is the 10th month anniversary! :D

guess what he get me

YES! is IPAD with Chanel cover! OMG!

i never knew he will get me this, HAPPY! i never even crave for a IPAD because i think it's too big and can't fit in the bag

and also chocolates from Aussie!

and also my favorite roses! he said is a must for every anniversary :)

anyway,Thanks B! ILY!

i get him clothes from Uniqlo, Converse shoe and the bracelet he wanted so badly

both of us open at the same time, just to see each other expression

he though i only get him clothes , i though he get me chocolate only

never thought of so much, because we are far apart

anyway, im so so so happy! and i wanna blog it immediately

LOVE YOU B!

2011-01-22T00:18:00.002+08:00

another busy week ! pheeeew~

let's say about this whole week, what I'd done

Tuesday night, went Nikko Hotel with my girls!

my girl boyfie birthday, so is a must to go and they forced me

i was hell tired when I'm home n i wanted ffk them but they came n fetch me without asking me for second time

anyway, had lots fun on that night.

i went drink drank, not drunk yet. the guys forced 5 of us, means the girls and I to drink 10 bottles of Heineken = one person 2 bottles

i hate Heineken for no reason, i rather drink Carlsberg

but i only drink one bottle because the girls knew my boy will kill them

this is the 3rd time celebrating friends' birthday at the hotel and it's fun

we can jump here n there , the girls stuck at the toilet for more than 30 minutes i think for cam whore session and make up :)

Happy Birthday Mr.J!

take good care of my baby girl , if not I'll whack you up down right n left!

anyway, hope you like what we present you!

Wednesday

having a presentation for PE

I'm the presenter for the group! F.it!

i heard lots praises from my friends and Ms.P too but I'm still not satisfied yet

hope the coming presentation will be better

anyway, our group get the highest mark! the darlings gave me a big hugs

because they knew i put lots effort and Thanks to those who calm me down before i present!

we even planned to watch Great day and Homecoming for the coming Wednesdays'!

gotta be fun! can't wait for it

Wednesday will be our fixed presentation day and our outing day too :)

Thursday

at night, had dinner with my boy family

accompanied his mum and sisters for shopping session

mostly is stuff for CNY

had lots fun with them

his mum style is always so trendy n cool, she even asked us to snap photos for her :D

4 of us even snapped photo at Pav. toilet

we went Chanel for accessories

earrings and bracelet is always my love! her mum get me a pair of earring!

Thanks Aunt!

i heart it to the max, the sisters get a pair for each too

had supper at SS2 and they sent me back

meaningful outing with his family :)

Friday,today

have class from 9 - 5! disaster ever!

the class is noisy till my head crack, can't endure

so my darlings and I went out from the class and sit at the stairs

gossip session started :P

Mr.K called me for brunch, so all of us went out for brunch

had lots fun with them, loving them so much day by day

Ms.C, gave me a Stitch soft toy! heart it!

Thanks darling! Ai Ni!

Thanks Mr.K for the chocolates and fetching me home :)

This weekend, full of plans

Sat, going Bukit Bintang area for CNY clothes, night to my girls house for girlie night!

Sun, family day. stick with my family the whole day and shopping day too

i have to finish the presentation before i sleep now

BUT im yawning all the way from 11PM till now!

i really need a new specs, my eyes is paining nowadays

everything is getting brighter n brighter , argh! F.T.E

before i gone blind and my boy screwed me up,

i must go for a eye check up and spend stupid money on the nerd specs, argh!

not a right time for a specs! F.it!

2011-01-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

A facebook friend, Ms.S, she says she have 20 questions for me to answer

so i accept the request, here it will be :)

is all like my personal stuff questions, but i don't mind sharing, is not that private too

1. what cosmetics brand you like?

* actually i like had no idea what brand i like because i use like lots brand in cosmetics stuff, i like to try different brand and compare them. if i have to choose one, I'll choose M.A.C

2. state all the products you use for your make up? (foundation,bb cream,eye liner, blusher and lip gloss)

* foundation, i don't really use one nowadays. but i normally use Maybelline & Christian Dior & Suisse Programme & Laneige

BB cream, i use lots brand. Etude house, Sunplay, Dr.G, Cyber Color & lots. nowadays i use Sunplay

eyeliner, i have tons eyeliner pencil,liquid or gel one. im using more on KATE and Bobbi Brown eye liner gel.

blusher, im using Canmake, i like it so much! i use YSL, NARS , Benefit & Chanel sometimes.

lip gloss, i normally use Maybelline & Chanel

ADDITION!

highlighter, YSL & Chanel, pen type

mascara, Maybelline, Kate, Dejavu Fiberwig, Chanel & lots. i'll simple choose one and apply on

concealer, Clinique, Laneige

make up powder, Palgantong, Kose

eyeshadow, KATE! brown or black

eyebrow, Maybelline , Cyber Color & beauty tech

eyelashes glue, Eye Putti, Duo & Eye talk

i use double eye lid tape, because my right eyes doesn't have the double eye lid shape i wants.

i use whatever that is good, i haven get one perfect one.

tapes type or glue type, i used before

tapes needs time to practice and look obvious on the eyes, glue is only temporary use

3. what branded bag you like & which branded bag you have the most & what brand you got in your closets?

* i love Chanel bags! i have Chanel bags more i think. Chanel,LV,Coach,Burberry,Gucci, Juicy Couture, Marc Jacob

mostly is received from birthday presents, BF's & Family

4. what brand laptop you use?

my brother and I use 2A1C. Apple, Alienware and Compaq

5. where you hang out the most?

my house, my college, bukit bintang area, subang area & klang area

6. are you rich?

im actually not, im just not rich and not poor, so is moderate. everyone's said i can use branded stuff and bla, i can afford so i buy, i just want what i want, that's me!

7. do you speak and write in chinese? are you a chinese? what language you know? what you speak in home?

i speak Chinese, i can't really read and write in Chinese. for sure I'm Chinese! actually I'm not a so pure Chinese as my grandmother told me, is all the past generation story.

i know English, Malay, Chinese, Hainanese, Cantonese, Hokkien, Hakka. i know a lil Tamil, Burma language & Japanese

i speak in Cantonese in house the most and English too or Hainanese

8.are your boyfriend from Sunway College and what course he is taking? what is his name? where he stay? what car he drive? can i know his family bg? (about his parents or siblings or his family business, anything about his family)

*my boy is studying in Sunway College but he is in Australia now for his studies too, he is doing business. name of his is private,sorry. he stays at Mont Kiara. he drives B & M brand car.

a lil will do, his family consists 7 persons, his parents and 5 childrens. his dad has his own business. they are friendly and always bring their smiles on their face.

9. how long you and your bf couple and when is it?

296 days , 24th March

10. how you describe yourself?

erm. . . I'm an extrovert , happy go lucky, outgoing, shy sometimes.

I'm a lazy person. like to be lonely sometimes. i care about how people look at me.

just check out the Leo horoscope attitude, u might know me more i think

another 10Q will bw post on tomorrow!

I'm so sleepy!

enjoy :)

2011-01-13T20:43:00.002+08:00

This semester I'm much more busier than the previous semester! why? there's 3 reason.

because accounting needs lots time to finish double entry, trial balance & final accounts!

because PE class needs to do some assignments and PRESENTATION! presentation for individual is nothing to me but group presentation is kinda killing me,why? because I'm forever the choosen presentor yet there's newbie in the class so we had to mixed up with the juniors and my group had the most juniors! the juniors will act innocent and say their English is not good! i was really irritate by them sometimes, doesn't mean im not friendly BUT I had to be their slave and they don't come out with any ideas or answers! SO i and the other four seniors have to do like everything, yes EVERYTHING! I'm going to tell everything to MissP when they pissed me off! I'm nice if they are nice to me but some of them just hates me for a stupid reasons. I knew no one mentioned your name in the college, even I enter the washroom, there's people saying Hi! SO you are jealous now or what! I'd no time for those gossips and go on with what you doing, I don't give a damn & your gossips makes me more well-known, so Thanks -.-

another because is, I had class from 9 to 1 or maybe 9 to 5 sometimes. so when I'm home, I'd to finish up all my h/w, eat and sleep! that's what I'm doing nowadays! kinda bored routine, but that's what LIFE is. continuing everything same day to day. all my intimates friends knew that I have to wake up at 5, so I'm really tired! i sleep around 11 , there's only 5/6 hours for me to sleep. sometimes i just can't sleep for no reason!

I still have to take care of my "babies"! they are so TEH! sticking around me everytime, when i carry them and put away from me, it will run back to me AGAIN! my girls said is cute! they irritate me by licking my legs, so eww~ i dont have to wash my legs because they are like my washing legs machine. I have to feed them and clean they poops and also wash them 2/3 days or I'll send to their FACIAL shop, because I'm lazy & they had too much fur!

BUT i still love them so much, they accompanied everyday. they are like the owner of the bed soon, they just love stick near my body when they sleeps, no idea why, one near the lower body and the other near the upper body. there are just so sweet sometimes :)

honestly, I'd only skypying with my boy for once, ONCE! blame myself for being over tired sometimes. I'd also MSN-ing with him on only TODAY as the first time after he went Aus!

well, we communicate by BBM-ing, wadsapp or PingChat! he blaming me that I'm using more than 10 minutes to reply a message, sometimes I thought he never reply me so I'll put aside till i take a look at it, I'm a sucks GFFEH!

I really miss him!

no more tears after mum counseled me , thanks Mum!

i asked mum something that i shouldn't do, so she gave me an answer and advice me

I'll learn more about the word APPRECIATE in our relationship :)

because sometimes I just love neglect you :(

i need more time for you! i will spend all my time on you IF i can

That's why I'm busy I think!

there's so no CNY feels this year, eventhough i heards CNY songs around. That really annoying, i love CNY but i just hate those songs, just hate those repeating stuff and those fake smiles, acting very happy face on the MTV. im not racist or anything i just dont like CNY songs. i rather hear musical songs :)

i still want more clothes in my closet, im giving off some clothes to who ever who wants and can wear and some to the charity centre, something like that, my aunts sent it to them so i'd no idea.

my closet is half full now, i need some formal clothes for college use, i need a BLAZER so badly!

everyone in college looks good in blazer, i want one!

anyway, i need to off to sleep

10.36PM, but I'm yawning

haven done MSN-ing with my boy yet

night peoples :)

2011-01-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

cacat eyes!

Yesterday, is the day you leaved me

wake up early in the morning, ate BKT with you

you craved for a long time, but we always wake up late

afternoon, we went Uniqlo for some clothes you want

went kamho for puri-puri, we snap 3 times, likey likey!

we never snap for months ago i think

headed for Paintball! with our gang

at last you bring me there, but you don't allowed me to play at first

BUT but BUT at last you allow me to play at the end , credit to myself because im good in teh-ing you :P

wearing those COSTUME is kinda heavy and hot!

i get a shot on my lap, really pain. wuwuwuwuwu~ now i know why you don't allow me to play

after the game, we headed back to his house

once he saw his siblings are all back, he is so happy :D

had dinner with his family,

grandmother and mother is the chef of the day

love the dinner dishes so much! we snaps photo too

heart all of them so much :D

after that we headed to KLIA, i hate all the way to airport!

all the gang came to airport too

Thanks to all of them! heart you guys so much

when everyone hug you one by one, i just can't endure not to cry

i hide aside and cried, the boys shouted where is Cindy? i try stopped crying but can't. arghhh~

i love the last hug, and miss it now, haih~

Thanks the boys and the girls for cheering me and make me smile

Bye, B!

I'll miss you and im missing you now!

i need time to used to sleep alone and being alone

I'll remember what you told me

Thanks for the new puppie~ he get me a Pomerian! i heart it so much

it's a boy again, i still thinking a name for the cute Pomerian

there's a NickyBoy and this will be MickyBoy, not bad, i need a better one i think

3 of us will wait for you! I'll teach them call Daddy if im so pro :P

Love You,B !

2011-01-08T00:05:00.002+08:00

This few days,

I'd never stop being a cry baby, cried when i knew you are leaving me so soon

I'm so glad that you'd said "Thanks for the farewell, i like it :)"

This meant so much to me, I'm happy that you really enjoyed yourself on the night

BUT I'm sorry for making all of you cried at the end including YOU

Thanks to all the friends which attended, help me in decorating & all the great ideas!

my girls accompanied like 24/7 on BBM, they knew I'm so depressed & i can non stop crying. i looked tough in the explicit but my implicit is very weak. That's a Leo character I had.

I'm kinda reliable on him, he's like everything to me, he is there whenever I'm happy or sad or whatever!

2 years without him, I'd no idea will i gone insane

i tried once before, i felt so gloomy. the time don't let us communicate longer, and I'd insomnia

Insomnia just said bye to me, because you make sure i get enough sleep

I'd even get a kind of disease called "non-stop missing you"

i didn't found any medicine to cure this disease, BUT i found it when YOU came back :)

BUT

now, once again you are going back. kinda big sigh for this

we had done lots thing this few days,

the most memorable moment is at LOP & when we lied down on the bed and started being a narcissism, heart all the photos so much :)

Thanks for spending all the time on me!

your request is always on my mind, I'll be a good girl till your back

there's words i can't say through my mouth, i knew I'll cry again. you hate seeing me cry , so I'll type it here, hope you'll read it :)

B, I knew you want me to say all this to you by my own mouth,BUT i just can't, sorry for being useless!

PLS take good care of yourself, less coffee BUT more water. take 3 meals a day! A MUST!

Wear more/thicker clothes, DON'T LYY!

SLEEP earlier! no more ESPN!

Don't face high radiation thinggy so much! put your phones/laptops all far away from the bed!

Stop styling yourself! I don't want other girls look at you!

PLEASE DO MISS ME FOR 24/7

PLEASE DO LOVE ME MORE

PLEASE DON'T FORGET ME

PLEASE BE MINE ALWAYS

I'LL WAIT FOR YOU!

these is what i can think of for temporary

B, i really hope 2 years is just like a blink, i don't wanna let you go again! hou hmm seh dak nei ):

I'll be fine soon, i just need some time to used to be alone

don't worry about me ok?

I LOVE YOU!

you sang this song for times , makes me think that, this is all what you wanna tell me

it's really what i thinking about too

tomorrow will be the last day! hope I can endure the tears

the last day hugging and lie on you to sleep

the last day looking through your eyes and touching your face

the last day hugging you from the back

P/S: i have to stop here, the PVC pipe just broken :'(

2011-01-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

my blog is so dead nowadays, sorry!

the connection sucks and sometimes im just so busy for no reason

i owe the readers lots article

i promise i will try my best to post everything on weekend

recently, I'll be super busy AGAIN! why? college life is back and tons of THINGS waiting for me to do, time is so not enough for me! FML

new semester with new lecturers, i miss my favorite lecturers!

accounting class started and I'm sure it will be super bored, ask my classmates why.

ethics and ABC is on tomorrow! i can't wait for ABC. MYOB is on February, same goes to MO!

even saturday and sunday I'm having class,FML X2

there's 20something new students too, haven start communicate with them yet. I'm sure everyone knows my name after today, why? Sir never stop mentioned my name, i think my name is kinda easy to remember. 5 hour class , 5 hours calling my name! annoyed me -.-

i miss my seniors so much! they changed their class to the new building, we can't hang around the 3rd floor anymore! kinda sad.

my boy is going back to Aus! this makes me hating him and his college so much, is really much!

i felt so down this few days, tried not to think of him if i can. if not my tears drops like no body business. my friends ask me to pretend happy in front of him, i really cant! yet he knew im not happy at all. im kinda fail in acting sometimes :(

he will be off on Saturday afternoon! few days more, yet he is tied up with his friends but he promise that he will spend 2 days with me. Thanks B!

having a big farewell for him on tomorrow, my class ends on 5.30! it will be rush for me, hate myself!

hope he will be happy tomorrow and like what i doing for him :)

once my girls knew he will be away for years, they BBM and wadsapp me and pampered me, they knew im kinda weak in this part, they know what i mean. you girls are so sweet!

2 years without him, kinda miserable,depressed,sorrowful,gloomy,down,blue,cheerless,melancholy and unhappy!

though this year I can celebrate CNY & V's Day with him BUT there is a big NO!

this morning, i bbmed him and said we never met for 3 days and i miss him so much!

around 15 minutes, he appeared at dad working place. he read my mind :P

he fetched me to college and back from college. we headed to 1U for the lap foh session & meet my girls that purposely skipped they class -.-

we bought frigging lots things! i had no idea how many pairs of clothes/shoes/whatever i get this year.

my boy bought me Lumix GF2! i actually ordered from my friend which working at LowYat.

i craved for months for this new cammie! Thanks my boy so much!

had dinner at his house today, his mum is really so IN and friendly. had lots fun chatting with them. at last i talked with them without being so shy

i will never forget the promise i make !

my tears drops again!FML

he asked me to write an article about him, he says i less mentioned him on blog . i think all the articles will be a lil part about him

i think i will type and cry, i hate him so much recently!

i wont forget how much i hate you!!!! :(

2010-12-22T14:12:00.005+08:00

let's talk about what i done recently

i curled my hair! that's what i want, i don't really like my previous hair, hard to manage.

i bought myself Chanel, Bobbi Brown & Hada Labo skin care and make up stuff.

just took my internal exam results! im so satisfied with the results. Parents is happy with my resutlts too! my boy going to get what i want soon, well, he make a deal with me :P

is sem break now, actually! but we still got 3 class for EM, due to FOC so we must go. ruined my plan!

i done my manicure too! but end of January, i'll go for mani and pedi!

im addicted with this song down here

repeated for 9553268537 times

GD&TOP , high high!

2010-12-19T22:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went Malacca with my girls , their BFs & my boy too

it's a one day trip, erm more to half day trip i think

one of my girl taking some awesomeness course that needs a bunch of human being to be her model/ statue/ calefeh!

so she needs something call nature + animal dont what thing

in her brain, only malacca got zoo and whatever park. so all of us force ourself to go

while snapping photos, suddenly rain! wasted our time

anyway, she snapped whatever she wants & she's happy with it

at last , we hunt for food!

malacca is famous with chicken ball rice, satay celup and bla. . . .

so we ate some of their famous food! satisfied :)

mum called for shopping session! i told her i was at my bf house, she will kill me if she knew i was at malacca, cos i was having exam on Monday yet im not studying

we went back earlier and our plan is ruined!

so sorry to my girls!

meet my family at MV

they make me want to buy things again! endure not to buy a thing, but at last i bought a heels!

my legs size is like giant! so whenever i saw shoes that i can wear, most probably i will buy

parents & bro get themselves tops and bottoms too, but they never saw any shoes they like -.-

had our supper at SS2!

i ate a burger , this super great burger makes my stomach pain for a whole night

Thanks my boy for accompany the whole night

Today!

my boy went for paintball in the morning

i wanted to go so badly, i never try before :(

but he say a big NO! he say he don't want me with blue black & suffer the pain. well, he is addicted with it, his arms n chest is with blue black now. I'm going to kill his gang for shooting at him :P

another new addiction is GYM! some of my close friends knew that i hate muscular guy! a lil muscle might be ok, i hate those muscle like those wrestling fighter or whatever.

i felt ewww~ no idea why, i don't felt they are man. fine, I'm weird!

i told him i will dumped him if he is too muscular, i just like how he look now!

his time is for all this nowadays :(

afternoon my girls came to Klang, so we headed to Sunway Pyramid!

i only bring RM50 with me, no CC too

i don't want to spend a cent if i can, i need more $$$ for the coming trip

too bad, i still spend on Starbucks and SaSa! left less than RM10 :(

I'm kinda spoilt brat!

i bring my formula&theory book together with me, act like bookworm

met my boy there! he get me a Stitch iP3Gs cover! im craving this for so long, he bought from his friend sister. Thanks silly boy!

my girls says "he might worry that you will be angry with him so he get something you like"

a lil agree :P

he get me Krispy Kreme & Chatime too! aww~ likey likey

stayed at home tonight

busy with photobooth, MAC user addiction i think

he is busy with the coming trip stuff yet im being a good girl, revision for tomorrow exam

im bored revision-ing! it's like reading the same thing! close the book and take a breath

continue tomorrow morning for more revision

Last Minute Queen, my boy named me -.-

P/S : no Malacca trip photos, i uploaded but it's like so slow. GIVE UP!

P/S : Thanks to my blog reader! i'll try to crap more :)

2010-12-16T17:24:00.003+08:00

IPOH & PENANG Trip :)

Saturday afternoon we headed to Ipoh

we sat two car, both car was actually full of children, childrens is more than adult

full of luggages and junk food

once we reached Ipoh, we headed to godmother house

put down out luggage and went to UO & JJ

i get myself, sneakers, heels and a flat. not only that, Stitch socks. it's so cute!
get myself some tops & bottom for college wear/ outing

even my bro and my boy get themselves tops and bottoms

aunts all get themselves lots stuff too.

one word to describe : HAPPY !

waiting for godmother while we camwhore :)
headed back home. there's only one toilet with heater so we take numbers to take turn for bath. some of them cant wait, so they bath with the super cold water xD chatting and drink bird nest was the great thing :)

automatically, i woke up at 5.30 in the morning. i used to wake up early >.<>

back home, the ladies is dolling up and the gentleman was chatting at the living room.
had our breakfast at a very huge food court
we ordered lots food, like we were very hungry, at last all of us are lazy to move xD

Penang, here we are!

after we reached Penang, we headed to Tesco -.- just to wait for the uncle H. he always guide us here and there, his family will tag along too :)
i even bought stuff at Tesco. my boy said he cant endure me xP i bought a very nice top at the stall, a Christmas's must have hat and guess what? i saw Stitch bag & file. without thinking, i just take everything in my hand and walk to the counter. even my aunts cant endure the Stitch Virus I infected.my boy says to them that I'm always hunting for Stitch no matter where i go :P

at last we headed to the hotel, Copthrone Orchid. everyone regret booking room from them. uncle randomly ask his friend to book for us. not really classy one but its ok. my boy wanted to book for Hard Rock Hotel, but they had booked :(
i miss the beach behind there, doesn't mean i want a classy hotel or what, i just want more beach activities

swimming pool*
the beach <3>

hotel toilet is the place i love whenever i overnight at the hotel :D
i bath before i go the the beach, well, something goes wrong with me. so i never really play, just cam whore with everyone and specially my boy :)

ugly me:)
my boy do this for me, the first thing i said was, u know how to draw love de ma? he replied don't know but i know the way to love you. i never knew my aunts were behind us and they done some vomit voice and those kids was saying so geli xD

this was what he call as LOVE shape, if u snap in a proper angle , it is a love shape :)
we drew lots stuff, but some are not available here. my bf fb got lots photo, have a look if you guys knows which one is his FB profile :)

we headed to Gurney Drive, my favorite place:)

i wore the same MU tees after i bath, my boy force me not to change and wear the same tees with him -.- looks like i had no clothes to change -.-

my silly boy snap this :)
we bought, kites and bubbles. the strong wind is love.
my Penang gangs knew im at Penang, so they called me like times, so my boy and I decided to join them to enjoy the night life at Penang :)

this is the famous rojak at Gurney Drive, i think. this white shirt guy is very funny, i bet everyone saw him on FB links. i record a video of him, but forgotten to put on my macy >.<

we went here for lunch, we always headed to here, one word to describe: DELICIOUS!
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im actually bored with this place! my boy never joined us, he says he got something to do. my aunts say at penang also got thing to do? he said secret, later all of you will know
guess where he went? he went to the Chocolate factory/shop. he bought lots chocolates for all of us. every families of mine get 3 different flavour chocolates.

heart him !

atlast, we stucked at Kek Lok Si for 2 hours. yes is 2HOURS! i still able to go down from the car and get sugarcane drink for all of them, and the car remain at there too. sounds fun right? -.-

we reached the jetty at 8+pm

my boy and me played i jump u jump xD, the kids followed us too. i never stop laughing xP

we snapped few very romatic photos, bro helped us to snap it. like it so much :)

my baby boy with my baby cammie :)

before we headed back to Ipoh, we went Auto-City!

the best place at Penang, for night life i think

after i snapped this scene, my both cammie battery was blinking -.-
the place was so beautiful!
Thanks GOD, my boy bring spare battery, if not i will felt regret
all of us snap photos under this Lovers' Bridge!
cam whore sesion started & shopping time too :)
i bought iPhone4 Stitch cover! i found it at last! cost me RM15 only!
i still need one for my iPhone3Gs! :(
there's lots stall over there, i bought some accessories and a jumpers for my boy sisters
after that, we ate KFC!
my boy disappeared and back with Starbucks drinks! i never saw any Starbucks at first, till i walked around there with my boy :)
we bought 3 more cup of Javachip,GreenTea & Caramel Frappucino
everyone holding one Starbucks on hand, we snapped a photo for it, looks so cool :)

after that we headed back to Ipoh
my boy & I was chatting all the way , i was busy cam whoring too :D
avoid the silly boy gets sleepy

reached Ipoh!
put the luggages down and take a nice bath
i miss the bath tub and jacuzzi at the hotel! ! !

went back to KL in the morning
sent my uncle and aunt back home
went to my boy house, meet his parents and relatives for brunch at Lot10 area
met my girls at Pavilion! passed what i get for them and Chatime session!
joined back my boy family ,my girls going for movie :(
we randomly take a short shopping at Pavilion
even in 30 minutes i can get 2 tops at F21 & Topshop!
my boy mum get me a Charles&Keith heels, i like the heels so much. but i dont want to spent $$$ on a branded heels. i used to buy cheap heels. i only buy branded bag but not others
i tried the heels and it really nice! but i put it back
but his mum paid after i went out from the shop

Thanks Aunt!

every end of the year, we would love to go Ipoh & Penang, no idea why. the important is all of us is together not where we go!
Thanks my family & my silly boy!

2010-12-13T15:00:00.003+08:00

nowadays , im busy with exam

internal exam is over , external exam is coming soon!

internal exam is moderate hard, but I'm sure external exam will be very hard

everyone is worry about external exam!

i haven't study for any subject yet.

i need few days to relax my brain & start back engine after this

Thanks to my boy!

he knew im damn stress, is really stress off

i can sit and look at something yet my mouth is mumbling about the formula & theory

he says "before you become insane , i better take you out for Starbucks!"

he knew how much I in love with Starbucks

Caramel Frappuccino & JavaChip Frappuccino

is always my choice!

only Starbucks! makes me fall in love

nowadays im in love with Chatime! heart it too

my boy will always grab few cup at Pavilion and headed to Klang just because of the milk pearl tea/ bubble tea! heart him

SHOPPING!

is always my favorite hobby :)

actually once after college life starts , my life is dull TTM!

no more movie session/ yumcha session/ shopping session!

when people ask, you watch this movie already? / when are you free? /when want go lap foh?

i will always replied , not free to watch/ had no idea when im free/ lap foh? you help me buy this and this if you saw!

so miserable!

my boy is my full time driver , so he will always bring me here and there

without this great driver, i might bored to death

sometimes im just too lazy to go out, lack of sleep is the problem im facing now!

he will always say, faster change , i'll wait you at down stairs

he wont ever ask me want go or not? cos he knew i'll say no! cos i rather sleep earlier

but he will always make sure im home before 12!

why? because sleep at 11 is the best time!

good for health and skin!

everyone praising about my baby skin! TQ TQ , im as proud as a peacock :P

some ask me how to maintain it?

reveal some secret here*

drink more water

don't ever use your full of bacteria fingers to touch your face, don't ever do that

wash your face once you are back from out & wash regularly & treat it like your face is like tau fu

use the right skincare product, i change always for the best one

be a Sun hater, Sun is the great thing that gift by the God but it's not really good for our skin!

only 7 to 9 morning sun is the best for skin! but afternoon time , please dont ever stand under the Sun!

try it! it really works!

*Ipoh&Penang trip article & an article to thank some of them will be up soon :)*

2010-12-13T14:17:00.005+08:00

heart the blurness :)
heart this photo! too bad im not in there , im the camera girl of the day

MoonCake Festival / Lantern Festival

this year mooncake festival was kinda fun!

not all of them came at the first but at last all my uncles and aunts appeared :)

lanterns is around the house, same goes to candles

the moon was so round and bright!

heart the moon on that night

my boy and I never stopped snapping photo , all photos must include with moon

the young ones played with candles and lanterns

the olds and teens were chatting and laughing , and also photo session is a must!

heart this year lantern festival to the max!

jelly mooncake is what i crave for :P

P/S: it's a long time ago happening day but i just wanted to story it out :)

2010-11-26T23:41:00.003+08:00

you are the greatest person i've met so far, you've bring me out from the scary nightmare and protect me, take care of me and be my side always. you'll appeared when i need you.
cos of me, you give up your studies at Aus and come back all the way just to be beside of me. I'm so glad that you would do that for me. i really appreciate it

we've been together for 8 months++ , seems like we just knew each other. as others says we are still so sweet :) we celebrate every month anniversary , his idea and i hate it! why? because i have to think what to give him and we make videos for it. some of my friends just simply open my laptop and search for it -.- they have never learned moral before so i forgive it :P

you've been so sweet to me, like what i wish always. although sometimes we can't be always together cos we have our own things to do, you will still call and say you miss me , i really love when i picked up your phone and you will say "baby ar! i very miss you leh!" i will always say the same word, "you very mou liu lo" but actually i always smiled when you said that. aww~
as you said you had used to tell me everything, no matter where you go, what you do , you will BBM me or sometimes if i dont reply you , you will call and ask why dont i reply you? you always thinks that im not safe in this Earth -.- but i love the way you care

i love the night session phone call so much! is like so so so much! no idea why, i just like it. i love hearing your tired voice saying you are tired and you miss me :) sometimes we even simply argue for no reasons, we can even argue about which animal is smarter or moron. somtimes we even never meet each other for the whole days or maybe several days, so night time before we sleep we will report what happened the whole day.

when we meet , we are like shopaholic! we loves shopping. you are different than other guys that hate going shopping with girlfriend friends. sometimes he are like our fashion advisor, we always love to ask him which one nicer, guys like girl to wear what and so on. my girls love him so much. sometimes i sat down and think, will people say he is one of our "jimui". i told him that before, he said he dont care what people says , as long as im with him and he enjoy what he is doing.
honestly, he knew how much i love branded stuff. he always get purposely get me something expensive yet i like. although i like it, but i hate using guys money for like over limit. sometimes we almost argue about this matter, but whenever he say "i spent my money on my beloved one, i dont think thats anything wrong." i'll shut up whenever i heard this word. every month once, i just have to wait pressie from him. he said that's his job as a boyfie cos girls love surprise.

he can even buy skincare product for me, as he knew which brand is suitable for me. God, you really gift me a best boyfie i ever had so far, honestly! he always put his eyes on me, he knew what skin care products suit me and i use always. the sweetest things is he apply lotion for me and conditoner for my hair, cos my stupids finger pop out some stupid kinda blister or whatever, i had no idea whats that. FYI, im like a princess! he even massage for me whenever im home from college! aww~

you never leave me alone, although you are not with me but BBM is the best messenger ever for us to contact each other :) when we meet, you will hold my hand tight and never let go. i love your shoulders and chest because whenever im tired or im depressed , i'll automatically find THEM.

i will never forget your care towards me and my family members. i cant type out all your goods but my soul and my heart knew had rated you long time ago. although im stubborn but you will endure and you will always says you are wrong, although you are right. you have been so tolerate to me and always teach me the right thing.

hubbie, i love you!
you always force me to say this 3 words because my mouth grows gold so i always never said this 3 words to you xP i hate putting this 3 words beside my mouth. even you are like me now wuwuwu~

*more article will be up soon*

2010-11-26T23:22:00.002+08:00

gotta thanks my classmates for celebrating my birthday too!

they gave me a big surprise, heart them.

we just knew for few month and they treat me so well

all of us were so close to each other

joke , share our knowledge , conquer exam together

i really had lots fun with them.

my long lost friends celebrated for me at KimGary, never meet them for a long time but they are still the old them.

my ex colleagues sent present to me by PosLaju! kinda exaggerate but i really appreciate it and they are so sweet!

Lastly, is my beloved family for celebrating for me at grandmother house

Secret Recipe cake from parents. angpaus' and present from relatives

Thanks you guys so much!

a happy 18th birthday! end with happiness and uncured wound :)

(a simple update for my 18th birthday, kinda lazy to crap for it)

2010-11-24T16:24:00.004+08:00

after months, I'm back now!
don't ask me why MIA so long, I'm bored with this questions
i just simply answer some of them, but the truth is like the bad nightmare ever

im so wanted to post about my amazing birthday!
it's my 18th birthday this year , its the best one too :)
my boy and my friends celebrate my birthday at my boy house
i wanted to celebrate at my house but cant :(

if you are a friend of mine
you will knew that im crazy with Stitch!
so my cake is with Stitch face, woohooo~ credit to my boy!

its something like that, im using other lappie to update so i had no photo with me >.<
but is with this Stitchie look, i love it to the max. the best birthday cake since 18 years im born! xP

we had lots of fun
my boy plan & prepared everything, he says my work is to stay in room and doll up myself. awww~ my boy only called all my friends that he met before, SORRY to the others.

it's a barbecue and steamboat BParty. his mum bought all the barbecue needed stuff, for steamboat my clever boy called fattyboyloklok.

the theme of the night, ladies in white & man in black. me myself wore a floral print chiffon skirt and a black jacket with pink stiletto heels, i like my look so badly :P

the girls never stop snapping photos , the guys were the photo destroyer and some of them were iPhone/BlackBerry addict. overall, i heart them to the max. all of them advice me and pampered me for what happened. i almost cried :( you guys were the best!

i'll love to say about what i get this year! i love getting present, seriously, i love the moment when im so wanna know what is inside. i dont need any expensive or luxury stuff, i just want some meaningful thing :)

my boy bought me this! i was like WTF! ! ! he noticed i was craving for Chanel bag and he get me this. you were so sweet. he even create a card, meaningful and he wrote an essay long text inside it, my girls took and read aloud. im damn freaking shy yet gamdong. i love you so much!

my girls bought me Stitchie , this is the super big Stitchie i ever get. they get it from Taiwan! two of them went Taiwan just for this Stitchie, damn frigging gamdong. they even get me a Marc Jacob bag, they get one of them one and get me one as present. we planned to use it when we going out together. it will be damn cool! my buddies bought me an instax camera with 10 pack of Stitch film, Juicy Couture iPhone cover (Mr.Rc says im using the same one for years and its time to change), photo frame which having our big gang photos inside & LV phone strap for two.

i told them no present for my birthday but they still bought something in collect money from each other style and get something for me. they even make a big card, a really big one. with their wishes, advice, signature with their sexy lips mark on. they are damn creative xD

my boy family members get me pressie too. his mum bought me necklace, ear ring and bracelet from Cartier and Poh Kong. his dad gave me a big red angpau, consists very BIG money too. his brothers bought me , Fish Eye and Holga camera. his sisters bought me cosmetics and skincare products.

THANKS to all of YOU !

my boy family, my friends and my boy! ! !

i heart all of you so much
a simple yet im damn happy 18th birthday :)

2010-08-02T04:35:00.000+08:00

edited * i likey , my wallpaper :)

1/8 , Sunday

bring my baby nicky to Amigo
trimming its' fur and cut its' sharp nails that makes my hand left few beautiful n artistic lines,
i had no idea how to cut =X
spend me RM358 ! ! !
i though was like hundred plus , my heart drop and glue back itself

went Aeon, with my awful look -.-
brought Ong Bak 3 tickets , mascara and lipgloss
ciao home !

guess what ? the pig is still sleeping , ya my boy
i just cant sleep , FMLTTM!
when he woke up ,

HIM : baby, remember bring nicky along when we are out
carry nicky to him
HIM : woah ~ new look . but wait , u drive ?
silly smile from me
HIM : your parents said u cannot drive alone , if anything happens how , why cant you just endure for two weeks , please hear what they say
ME : blame some pig then
HIM : blame your stubborn attitude !
ME : whatever !
HIM : yes whatever , if anything happen then how ? tell me how , give me a simply reason
ME : what u want it to be happen , if meant to die then die lo , what a big deal !
HIM : fine , no point argue with you !
he walked to toilet and i felt so depressed
i always switch on his temperature because of my stubbornness
i admit im damn stubborn and i wont care about my life
i always will asked to not-to-drive-alone , because something bad will happen to me
what more , is accident ! when others is beside me then im ok
what a rules that i hate ! my evil controlled me so well , congrats ! -.-'''
i took the key and think for a few minutes , but my evil tells me , who cares want die then die la
so im so called a stubborn girl
i really hate talking louder with him, i knew we will argue if we continue talking
so normally he will walk away after saying fine , no point argue with you
after that incident , im so so so different
changed to an evil + emo person + hot tempered
FML!
only he can endure me
that makes me hide and cried for times , i felt so bad
i told him last night , im not a good girlfriend
"but i love you as the not good girlfriend" he said
i cried immediately T.T

he talked to me all the way to Aeon
but i remained silent
i had no idea what happen to myself , i hate everything that happens
i want back what i had before, i hope August will be my month
God , stop playing me like a fool !

i never speak a word even after movie
he wanted to watch OB3 for a long time and i acted like a mute fellow , FMLTTM! ! !
he kept asked me not to think and cool down my mind
once im emo , im freaking emo T.T HMTTM !
ate GCB ! at last , nom nom
he answered call till lost for 15minutes in my sight
i played iP games , so i wont simply think , super addicted with the game :)
he is back with a box
guess what? is Stitchie , is the clothes i wanted so badly

i love it to the max of earth !
its uber cute , awesome
he bought it from internet , so he met the girl
quite expensive , RM145 for each ! 2 = RM290 !
"at last i saw your sweet smile " he said
want me to be happy , that's the way , show me some Stitch thing
i will smile , really miracle -.-
Thanks B ! ! !

my mood is back
so we walked around and spend some money
i just get my money , money from dot dot dot dot dot . . .
we went kid department , i loved it nowadays
im still a small kid , so what to do *in my dream*

i bought a super nice so called gladiator flat shoe !
i dont have to wear slipper or sport shoe to college anymore
slipper looks awful , sport shoes makes my leg smelly =X
i saw a heels , damn nice but someone look at me so i put back and say good bye

night ,
went coconut flower @ Telok Gong for dinner
bro pet sis invite us , so we went
who knows , my girls and boy called and ask where i am , so they tag along
my family , my uncle family's , pet sis , my girls and boys and my boy
2 table , we sat
something hilarious happens
i wont ever forget , totally insane !
what a great incident ever in my 2010 life ! let's give a big clap
"brother" , dont scare us please =X

saw a couple fight , almost throw the chair , im behind them
my hero is beside me protecting my head :)
want fight please go home , close in the room and fight
sometimes , i felt girl is really scary
that girl makes me said that
just because her bf is talking to another girl in the phone , maybe is friend
but the girl cant accept it -.-
she throw the glass and the pieces is around my place
my boy almost screwed her , but i hold him
really kua chang till i had no idea what to say
there is a gap between us and the girl eating table
but the glass can throw till my side , fantastic !

after dinner , we went home
all my babies is at my house
never stop saying the same thing
at last all saying about something related to the incident
everyone is still awake , it's 4:32PM now
woah ~ nice time =X

we are going to eat BKT later , no one dare to sleep
no idea why , but im sleepy !

nights :)

2010-08-02T01:22:00.004+08:00

31st of July , last day of July !
outfit of the day , this is the old photo >.<
my boy sis car , not mine T.T she lend me hers , she is not around for a week
the piggie BF is still pigging , so i went out n bought lunch , wearing the outfit up there with my sandals , the chicken rice stall aunty look at me like im a stranger . the aunty says, lenglui make up till so leng n wear so nice but wear slipper ar ? i was like -.- i replied , aunty wear slipper comfortable ar. she was like oh really? , i felt like laughing and i look retard with slippers -.-

afternoon ,
my boy , my girls and I went Sunway Pyramid !
i drove , my boy busy skyping with his "GF" at Aus
i love speeding with his car , awesome! im sure he will get some summon love letter soon =X

a dialogue will be easier to read , so here you go ~
BOY : baby, wan hear song?
ME : *simply on the radio*
BOY : i mean CD
ME : what song wor ?
BOY : i on ad then you hear ok?
ME : cincai
he busy hiding the cd cover and put it in the cd player
he press next for times ,
ME : you keep next for what wor?
BOY : patient needed
ME : means i very impatient la
BOY : i never say that
so the song played

yes this song !
i stared at him
BOY : see in front!
ME : u pek me look at u , u better off it
BOY : nice la, u try to hear , why so anti him gehr
ME : dont ask me why , or else i will speed !
BOY : at least finish up this song ok , i like this
ME : i hate it to the max of earth and pluto and Mars and whatever
well , i will get insane when i hear his song , remind me of him
someone i hate, makes me emo for months for no single better reason!
but he enjoy his life with other one and makes me like a TR fellows , mentally disturbed
im a good actress , i act im fine! so now , u guys out there dont ever let me hear Jay Chou songs!
everyone asked me why , normally i will say , he born to be yong shui so i dont like!
FML! i still cant forget those frigging moment i've been through before , is awful !

fine,
so we went SP
for ice skating -.- my girls fantastic decision ever
with my outfit , if i pok kai , i will be on newspaper. think of what i mean if u are smart -.-
i still joined them , i skate like a new born giraffe which try to stand properly
at last , skate like a professional ! XD
Thanks my boy for accompanying me when im still a new born giraffe
Hate my girls for bullying me -.-

i bought tees , my boy look at me , but i dont care! is freaking cute
as he said , whatever i saw is cute , yes you are smart =X
i want wear different tees to college! im bored with those stupid old tees!
just ignore me , im insane.
snap photo sticker! likey ♥
i saw Stitchie stuff! my boy paid ♥

the important event of the day is

MTV World Stage 2010 in Malaysia ! ! !

VJ UTT ! he is frigging cute and handsome , so my type =X

overall was not bad , but too bad , it rains
have to wear rain coat , but worth it , super worth it

Katy Perry is the most worth waiting singer , her performance was great !
when she is out , i said "she is damn hot !" she is really damn damn hot !
i shout so much for her XD

Wonder Girls performance was great too , they are all so pretty but my boy say some of them is fat -.- my reply , your gf is fatter than them. kinda different in real life.
they sang nobody with their MV clothes , chio !
love them ! their english is fluent too . thumb up

Tokio Hotel done a super great job , everyone got high when they sang the song i forget the name =X they are so cool, i dont hear their song but not bad.

Bunk Face performance was not bad , so not my type
still acceptable , everyone still got high =)

i saw my friends too , long lost one
they are getting very pretty and gorgeous!
Thanks for saying hi, even though we dont really know each other
i appreciate those friends so much , although some said they are lan c , nope they are not
i love them ♥

we bumped to Milk for the princess and prince birthday
Thanks for inviting , im kinda shy cos i dont really know them =X
but they still invite me , gam dong T.T
hope they love my present
the princess is hot , some says we looks alike , erm kinda
the prince is damn leng chai and narcissist as usual , my msn lover XD
he is uber cute ♥
the princess asked me for a kissed , makes me shy like . . .
she says the present is not enough for her , greedy princess
same goes to the stupid prince , blame their hengdai
Thanks God my boy is not jealous , phew ~
they are totally drunk , i drank a cup but they drank like few jugs
i heart them so much ♥ no regret going there, although im late
im so myself when im with them , Thanks princess & prince & their hengdai
i wont forget , ELVIS KING XD
lastly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF YOU !

2010-07-31T03:01:00.002+08:00

my boy and I went here , yes is here !
Sepang Gold Coast !
just a day , no over night , no beach activities , nothing ~
still under construction

i want to stay inside there !
the place was really nice
very relaxing
walked around and never stop snap photos
we are narcissist

this song prove it XD
loving it !
credits to MC Jin !
my gang is singing this song , when we meet
i still memorizing the lyrics T.T

night ,
we have bbq party at there
near the beach and do whatever we want
my girls , my boys and my boy sister is here too
red wine , driving me crazy
i drink for almost a whole bottle by myself , at last my boy never talk to me T.T
blame my emo and my girls
emo for controlling my emotion
my girls for cheers-ing with me non stop XP *excuse*

no photo to upload , in my girls cammie
i only concentrate on red wine :)
after a bottle , im still steady !
after second bottle , im still steady ! !
im proud -.-

we open 4 and i drank 3 bottles
3 bottles include my girls too, not only me
they used to sip but i drink like water
who cares, not beers :)

emo-ing with alcoholic is ♥
try ! it's fun !
dont drink in club
buy few bottles or can of any beers
stay at your room , cry and drink !

Thanks my buddies , for coming and cheering me

Sorry , i tried not to be emo , but i cant !
the Elmo in my soul controlled me
Sorry for drank too much and i almost put my anger on you
Thanks for tolerating me too ,
if i want to thank u , i think i need to reopen a new article
so this is better ,
Thanks my boy , for everything you done ♥

Tomorrow , watch movie and MTV World Stage ♥
no idea where my boy get the tickets
i told him on Thursday that i want to go so badly , he calls his friends and everyone going but only both of us not + no more tickets T.T
today morning , he showed me the ticket and i never stop smiling
Thanks B !

♥ ♥ ♥

2010-07-31T02:20:00.003+08:00

27th July
the naughty little Brian birthday !

he is shy XD
the elder one looks so strict , but the younger one is smiling brightly
especially my two precious baby ! their trademark
they are the one who make me smile when im sad
love them so much !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN !

when both of us met
we wont forget to snap photos

shy shy *
copy my tweety bird trademark :)

i had no idea what she want, but she want me to snap

both of us ! i love this so much

when im down , those babies i love makes me smile and played with me
i forget everything , almost everything
but when im back , everything turns back
im still the emo aka ELMO , very emo one
i will be friend with Elmo soon , my boy said
at least, when im away for few days and im happy and satisfied
let me post more , so everyone knows where i am this few days :)

kai ma

2010-07-31T00:29:00.004+08:00

my godmother is back so i went her house for 1 day
teaches me how to do Kaya and some cakes
fun !
miss her so much, she went back T.T

godmother bought me this , love it ♥
she using the same one as she gave me , i just praise it is nice and i get one
i will praise more then -.-

this is the done Kaya , after 3 hours if im not forgotten
very less ingredient but results was awesome , nom nom ♥
if not because of my boy , i wont ever learn ! ! ! i swear !
if you done it before, then u will know
but felt satisfied :)
have to stir , non stop , till became Kaya !
Thanks to Godmother !
Credits : my aunts and cousins for stirring for me !
Special Thanks : my lil cousin Eric and my boy for accompanying me talking and bla . . .

i use my cousin's one
my hand looks so cacat
i forget everything ! WT.!
i still have to refer back the notes , after 10 minutes
everything is back on my mind ! great :)

my long lost interest is back !
all because of this song
jeng jeng jeng jeng . . . .

my boy said this song , got feel !
so he wants me to learn -.-
CSHA can close her eyes n play , but i cant ! why !
but at last i can ! ! ! !
i only know how to play this song , and some childish song -.-
im not a pro T.T

my boy post the video on his FB
how my stupid face and how nervous i am -.-
will delete it after my girls n buddy saw it , i dont want anyone to spread with my unmake up face n fats around my body , eww ~
find it and have a look ~ =)

2010-07-25T00:56:00.003+08:00

Friday !
Mr.CS announced next week is break !
i was like , WTF
is a holiday for students , 4 times a year
so our batch was lucky , having holidays , since out class just started -.-
how must i spend my one week ! ! !

afternoon , i tried to have a nap since nothing to do
but once i lied down n started to sleep
my phone rang ! argh ~~~~~
Mr.CD came around 6
we went Sunway area for Steamboat with his buddy
i forget the place ><
my girls tag along too , Mr.CD called them , likey !
i only ate zhu yok yun , hotdog and kangkung
i dont felt like eating other things
weird ~

my girls sent me home but i drove
we drove here n there because we have some unfinished story to tell n hear
from subang -> bukit tinggi -> taman rakyat -> bukit tinggi -> home
one night trip -.-

reached home
no one at home , only baby nicky
played with him for half an hour and im hell tired ! he is toooo active and he will be insane once he play , bth
i locked all the door , curtain off and light off
the stupid bug is annoying me !
stayed at room , online
i heard honking sound , but i ignore , when i felt annoying
take a look , it's MY BOY !
the first word he said is . . .

BOY : why off all the light? only i know u are at home , others might though no one at home
ME : well , u know my weird attitude n save the earth !
BOY : is like ghost house lo
ME : im a ghost in a house
he on the light , super lots bug fly here n there
i dont know what kind of bug is that call , but damn annoying
and he off the light immediately
ME : why off it ?
BOY : i rather be a ghost in a house
i never stop laughing XD

my boy came along with food ! -.-
fish n chip and hokkien mee
FnC was awesome ! i want more !
hokkien mee was not bad too , but i still love the stall i used to eat
i told him i will be at home alone , cos parents n bro going out
so i told him i will make friend with Maggi Mee , but he sms-ed and say u dare u eat
i replied , i ate n im full =)
but i never say what i ate
so he tapao for me -.-
anyway , so sweet for him =D

watch TW movie till morning 8AM while he is sleeping
he looks damn tired , he never sleep for 2 days , sakit hatiku T.T

i really no idea what happen with my body
nose bleed for 3 times today
damn lot blood >.<
when dad saw , he screwed me 99 this time
well , i never really sleep nowadays and face lappie for hours a day >.<
my room rubbish bin is fulled of tissues with my blood , maddie say very scary -.-
is time to adjust my sleeping time , hope i will be good since im too wild

2010-07-22T17:10:00.002+08:00

Tuesday & Wednesday .

Tuesday , something very exaggerate happens
i felt like slapping all of them
but i endure
Thanks Mr.M for saving my life
love u , bro .

mum used to cook at here when she work , i felt gross but that's where they earn money

Wednesday ,
followed parents to work
sleep around 3 , woke up on 5 . called me a vampire / panda !
went pasar pagi
everyone seems so busy , walking here n there n carrying at least 2 - 3 plastic bag
mum bought durians ! bro and I had nagged that we want to eat durians for a long time
but mum always say very expensive / hot weather still want eat durian , later sick
this time , she bought it !
dad says , after having durians , your mum will forget her husband XD
mum holding a box of durian , sat on the cushion and enjoy

this naughty one keep follow me , i'd no idea why
i dont look like a fish at all

looks like it is emo-ing like me , good buddy huh ?
let's share our secrets
it is fattier than other cat , it's fur was frigging smooth
no idea what it ate , but i dont hate it
honestly , i hate cat to the max , but i never shoo it off , no idea why

this fruit/vege up here is damn frigging me out
there's some rubber thinggy on it , after peeling
my hand is so sticky
stupid green alien
mum says im childish because im holding that n scolding it
fine , im retard , it makes my hand sticky n black , fart it !

helped mum with those vegetable
how can both of them doing so many thing ? i almost cried when i think how pity is them
endure is the best way to act strong

simply snap 1
simply snap 2
my classmates
busy calculating
im busy , SMS-ing n snapping photos
that's the difference of good student and bad students >''< calculating is fun and felt satisfied , if u found the right answer calculating is sucks / disaster / stupidest thing ! if u never found the right answer that's what i think because im a pak chi in mathematical subject

after class ,
went SP with my boy
bought present for my yee kor and meet my girls n passed them the present
Happy Birthday Yee Kor !
the girls bought me a Stitch bag , Stitch pencil n pens n Stitch headband !
they always simply bought me things i love
so i asked what they want , they want my kiss . aww ~
i kissed them , on cheek
i love cheki so much , but the film is expensive T.T

meet my boy sis at Pavilion
ate Snowflake ! i miss it so much , yum yum ~
bought some masks at SKII
using it every week once or twice
my face is so dry T.T

night ,
watch TW movie with my boy
love hugging him ♥
B , i really dont know how to advice u
i just know how to sit beside u n hold ur hand n look at you
words might wont help , because i'd said whatever i can say
no matter what , i will be by your side
♥ ♥ ♥

2010-07-19T16:57:00.002+08:00

never stop repeating his song
searching for his photos
viewed his video , concert version or whatever
he is hot !
his body figure , his six pax , his frigging handsome face , cute smile n his style
im melting again , yes i always pay attention on handsome artist =)
who cares ? someone cares =D

no matter who i like
i still love you the most :)

' ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ '

2010-07-19T00:50:00.004+08:00

Today , 18th
morning
have breakfast with my boy family
ate BKT , at chi liung
my boy accidentally saw a GHOST !
not really a ghost , just a girl with freaking thick eyeliner on eyes
is super thick , maybe 10cm - 15cm
not eye shadow , is eyeliner ! ! !
with her few girl friends , they look more normal than she
after she ate , she still apply again cos everything smudge -.-
my boy never stop say "do she know how to make up? ask her ask my baby better"
my reply , "im not pro" n "maybe beginner"
my boy dad say "those "G" is coming out soon , so she celebrating since it's a festival"
totally zha dao =D

so we went AEON JJ
i bought 3 tees and a Stitch pencil box !
why Stitch things is so expensive ? T.T
cost me RM17.99 ! a very simple one

chilled at Starbucks
my boy collmate asked him to online
some emergency thing to tell him
he having 2 weeks break , i dont know what kind of break
i just know he can stay at home n dont have to go college
their life style , salute !
but he still have to done his assignments , that's all
fun and relax
so now , his collmate say 2 weeks break will change to 3 weeks break !
he is damn happy -.-

meet Ms.C & Ms.S
they are always emo , BTH them
chill girl =)
saw someone i felt menyampah !
whenever my boy is beside me , he will lan sok with me
look at my boy like u never look at guy before and act cute
come on , be yourself
so dont act u know me well

night ,
have dinner at Coconut Flower

my boy bored till nothing to snap -.-

yes , we are here
escargot ! they look cute , dont eat them =X

i tried to take some artistic photo but iP camera sucks -.-
my cammie is all not with me already T.T
the food was nice , i never really eat
no appetite , since when i will say no appetite
i felt like vomiting from last night n i look pale
my girls congrats me for having baby
my boy says it should be baby girl
so who want to join the 'so-want-a-baby society'
we are insane about baby -.-
all of us chat in a conversation n start saying about baby
i joined for 30mins and i start laughing for no reason
wanna join us ? PM me =)

broga

2010-07-18T16:03:00.005+08:00

Yesterday , 17th

went Broga Hill with my boy family n him
i had no idea why i so active
i even can jump n climb here n there
i had no idea who is in my soul -.-

i'd no idea when my boy brought this
i love this so much , i want to exchange my EOS 550D with him n take this
im an evil , hahahahaha ~
he used this to snap lots photos
results was fantastic nice !
but i still hate the clearness of DSLR
he never bring along his cable so cant upload any photos

after Broga Hill
headed back to my boy house
cleaned up
headed to Pavilion for movie !
watched The Flirting Scholar 2
nice movie , funny one
must watch !
then went home , i rest he sleep like pig

my girls told me Bon Odori is bored but crowded
so i dont felt like going
i went last year , is like damn hot !
i dont want my make up to smudge later
so we went I-city ! ! !
i never been there before T.T
my very first time , nice place to snap photos
dont ever wear heels , cos the mud is smooth

then we headed to ZOUK
Mr.CD ass itchy , so we cant go Milk and i have to ffk Ms.A
the stupid fellow dont let me enter , saying im underage
do i look like underage ? so i make a call and he came over and say around 100times sorry i think
i roll my eyes n walk away ! LC dao me hahaha
who ask him to scold me , he say "know underage then dont come buat hal"
this words make me so dulan
a RM0.32 call makes me get to go in n lan c with him , how good was it =D
have lots fun with them
i wanted to drink Chivas but my boy stare at me :(
so i just can drink some stupid drink , not even a drop of beer >.<

i'd addicted with FB & MSN
online with my iP every time when im out
my boy nagged me , saying that , i love my phone more than him
yes , i love my phoney more than u , u choi ar ?

2010-07-17T02:27:00.003+08:00

my boy like this photo , save as his wallpaper on phone -.-

Today , 16th
over slept , so never attend class ! fantastic
give me some CLAP !
blame my dad n my boy
he saw that i was busy watching movie on youtube till 4
then when he woke up on 5 , im still there
he stare at me , so i off and sleep
my dad asked my boy to wake up , just to tell him dont wake me up later , let me take some rest .
so i slept till 930 !
actually i woke up twice and felt , why the time pass so slow but i didnt look at the clock -.-
930 is too late for me to go college , argh !

Thanks to my collmates
they find me in fb chatbox and ask why i never came n so on
even some that i never really talk to them yet
gam dong ~ T.T

monday i will be a dumb person , why ?
cos i wont know what teacher teaching , argh !
i hate that lots and since very first time im so concentrating on my studies

when dad reached home , i simple nagged him
but i know why he asked my boy not wake me up to college
cos i never sleep for days , i only lied on the bed
so he wants me to take more rest , <3 Dad

whole afternoon , stayed at home
night , had dinner with my family , that's what i want <3
my boy fetch me to botanic park
my boy says i look so tired , yes i am
but i still have to stay strong and face the fact :)

tomorrow , my boy planned everything for me
bringing me to Broga Hill
with his family
comment : he expect me to climb the hill when im half death now -.-

Bon Odori with his siblings , his buddy , my girls and my guys
comment : will be damn hot. no idea what to wear

clubbing at Milk with fellows that going BO
comment : this is what i want ! rock the night baby ~ since i dont have to drive so i will say HI to Mr.Chivas if my boy let , hope he will . time to drink drank drunk ! wohooo ~

hope i wont be a death fish when im back home
my boy will nag me if he knew i complaint about the outing =P

2010-07-15T18:54:00.002+08:00

he is cute right ? he is already a dad of a son =)
i miss world cup , without it im bored

Today
stayed at home
to take care of u
why cant you just give up everything and take a rest ?
i know it's hard , but is a must
please change for us and yourself
everyone worried about u , please be back the one we know and let go the one we dont used to know
do you know how much we worry about u ?
please hear what we say and accept it

this few days
my tears is like rain
a rain that stop and start rain again
call it an insane weather i ever seen
both of them worried about me
my relatives
my precious one
my friends
THANKS lots , for accompany me , worried about me , giving me advice and being by my side
i make all of u worried about me
im so so so sorry !
i just need some time to cool down n smile back
this wound is hard to cure
like my chicken pox scar , it will be there always even it's recovering

honestly , i never been so down before and make so many people worried about me
receiving texts and calls everyday , more exaggerate is every hour one call n talked more than 45minutes
i really appreciate what you guys done for me , especially my boy !

i treated him so badly today
i tried to open my gold mouth to talk with him
but i just cant , but he still sitting beside me , lending me his shoulder and take care of me
i realized i love hugging u , i felt so comfortable and safe
i love you calling me "baby" too
Thanks for coming back and being by my side <3
i had no idea how to thank u , maybe i have to type till tomorrow morning
but as i said this three words mean lots to me and i rarely say to you but u love to hear
the 3 words everyone like , it is
I LOVE YOU !

no other words mean more than this right ? =)
im glad having you to be mine , i hope u are always mine

im thinking of private up my blog again , ya again ~
but i love the figure on my Nuffnang
should i public it or close it for intimate friends only ?

2010-07-15T02:01:00.003+08:00

Yesterday
another emo day for me , haih
my boy fetch me to college earlier , cos he need to help his dad in something .
went 7-11 , get my phone reload
saw my PSF , just knew he is my classmate bf
we never stop chatting , almost 6 years never meet
so sure lots things to chat
saw the monkey cousin too , never knew what is his name >.<
so three of us just simply chat till 9AM
the stupidest thing ever is i saw my senior , the one who like to bully me
i was walking with both of them , habis la ~
she said "wah, since when account student so close with business student huh ?"
i said "since 14/7/2010 , is there any rules says account student cant make friends with business student ?"
both of us start argue haha im close with my senior yet not my classmate , wonderful -.-
she just love to bully me , started to used to it so my senior accompanied me back to class , Thanks to her for advising me Mr.Kelvin class is fun as usual
Sir , we will support Seth Cyanide ! rock ~
Mr.Ravi class is like sitting bullet train , we have to do anything fast
he teaches us fast , talk fast
we get blur fast , must absorb fast , do work fast
everything fast
STAT class driving me crazy , i hate those solving problem way i always hate it since i felt why those solving problem way cant be easier -.-
i never stop sms-ing in class my body is in class but my soul is not there , great n fantastic ! -.- parents and brother came n fetched me back , im so happy =)
normally , i will stand there for 15 minutes to wait for dad but today they stand outside my college and waited for me =)
everything seems fine now , but my brain still cant forget everything in a while
they gave me advices and worried about me
im touched when dad sms-ed me just to advice me , Thanks Dad , i will digest everything fast
i never look so down in front of them before , but this time im so so so down
hard to describe and hard to solve but i felt better now , everything seems better
i hope everything will be fine soon and we are back to the old us
i just want us to be happy and blissful , i'd became more mature this time
a million THANKS to my family and specially to My Boy !
FAMILY ; im fine , dont worry . i still hate him for hurting us so badly . i will be back who i am , soon ~
My Boy ; i had no idea how to thank u , you done like lots things for me try to make me happy , lend me your shoulder when i cried , came back just to accompany me , bring me out to take some fresh air and try to make me forget everything that happened
no matter how busy you are , you still text me . i felt safe even you are not with me even spend all your time on me but not your family the last time i cried today is because of U
i never knew you are so sweet :)
i promise you , i wont cry anymore and be your naughty one
LY , B ♥

had dinner with my family
my boy bring me to a park , i forget what park , at KL
nice place and damn romantic
he bought a small cake , a love shape one , no idea what brand , he changed the box O.o
Tifanny Bezet Heart from Tiffany & Co. *want to know what is it , check yourself*
S brand , necklace . with our name on it , S ♥ C
he reminded me today was 14th of July, he said was Silver Valentines Day
since when he know those day , i felt like laughing but i endure , im bad i know
he say today will replace our anniversary too , i never ready anything at all
i went with empty hand , i dont care i must get something for him
i randomly wrote some words on UYH , iPhone user know whats that , show u guys tomorrow =)
he felt satisfied , but i felt bad T.T
sit on the bench n enjoy the cake , yum yum ~
i wish to eat cake for months but no chance to get one
snap photos like no body business =P
B , Mrs.L LOVE YOU !
he bright up my day <3

' ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ '

2010-07-13T23:03:00.002+08:00

Today .
last night never sleep at all after i dreamed someone , in a stupid scene
make me cried , damn it !
well , i easily drop my tears nowadays T.T
followed parents to work
then drove my boy car to college n he stay at dad there n walk around meru -.-
he bring baby nicky to Amigo , since when he will do those girly thing
everyone in coll look at me so . . .
i damn hate that !
im using iPhone , carrying Gucci bag and drove B brand car to coll first time
everyone look at me like im dont know what -.-
even i want to sms i will hide , so others wont say i LC or whatever
but now , even senior calling me rich girl
kek sei ngor >.<
i will start sitting bus if parents allowed me to
i hate people say i rich or LC !

class dont know why no light
so i sit inside n snap some photos n sms my boy
today class was not bad , but due to i had no mood so i remained silent again
i just say hi n bye , no other words
they said im very silent . well , i haven show them my wild side yet
so once after class i fetch my boy n baby nicky
he hate his hair with ribbon hahaha , my boy never stopped laughing when it bark on me
i kept say nicky so cute , then it bark at me n look at me hahaha
my lil cute baby nicky , chu *

my boy knew im not happy so he bring me for a walk at botanic park there
said out whatever i want and cried T.T
sorry B , since u purposely come back for me and i cried in front of u for times , im so sorry !
around 5 , we went The Ship in Damansara
had a nice brunch with him ♥
he get me 5 red rose , 2 pink rose , he want it to me 520
so i ask him where is 0 , he says u c the outer there like a 0 right ? kek sei ~
anyway , i love it , and thanks for making me smile n laugh ♥
thanks B , ♥ u

B , i want this !
so cute right ? blue n pink Stitch clothes / mascot
i want i want ! please please
i want to snap photos like them too , ok mou ?
i felt im genius when i found this =X

P/S : the hair on the previous post , i never use spray and it doesnt drop , just use some clips , i done it randomly
P/S : Thanks to my girls ♥

2010-07-12T22:48:00.002+08:00

my schoolmate say i look chubby and getting fattier !
FYI , i get thinner in weight but my face is still the same , same goes to my body figure
im not happy with what he say , he describe till so exaggerate
fine , im fat ! i know that and i admit
i know my problem , i dont need u to mentioned times
actually , i dont give a damn on how people look at me or say im fat behind me
my boy ask me dont hear what he say , he send for times
how can i dont read it ? im so pissed now !
to Asian people , fat is ugly , fat is a person who covered by oil , fat is dumb /stupid / idiot
better than a bamboo stick or having malnutrition
and act like an Hollywood actress
"owh ~ im fat , what must i do ?" (a skinny person said those irritating words -.-)

FYI , im totally freaking pissed off today
because continuous saying im fat , i dont really mind people say i fat
dont say till i will get what any disease , that's not advice , is curse me to death
another one is ,
a bitch ! want to know , ask me privately .
i will let u know , im more important to him , you are just a ddly pedestrian in his life
the him up there is not my sibling or my boy , just someone i care , is in pet sibling category
be a master / philosopher in love as u said u are professional in love and knew lots

let me say what i done today , ignore the up part if u want :)

Today ,
woke up around 1+
forced to wake up and go home , i have tons of things to do
so my boy fetch me home
finished up my COST homework , wash my clothes , cleaned up my room and take bath for my baby nicky , pheeew ~
after that , went my boy new house
my dream house ! T.T
decorate his room and cleaned up
have our brunch
back to my house
he slept like a pig , yet i cooked together with mum and played with my baby nicky
miss him so much , i hate him for licking my face -.-
my boy and I planned to stay at home and watch DVDs
at last we watch TW movie on Youtube , not bad

tomorrow , i have to wake up on 6AM T.T
my boy fault ! actually not =P
a conversation easier to read

DAD : loi ar , tomolo follow me go work then i fetch u to college later . sleep earlier
ME : nonit la, i ask **** (my bf name) to fetch me can jor
DAD : nonit la , later he cant wake up leh , so early
ME : can de la, i ask him fetch
BOY : uncle nevermind la, we follow u to work
DAD : nonit la, u fetch her to college can ad
BOY : nevermind , nothing to do also , go help u n aunty
DAD : u talk with her , she dont know can wake up anot ?
BOY : baby , can ar ?
ME : err err err . . .
BOY : can la uncle , i will wake him up
DAD : then ok , u 2 like can ad

FYI , i dont like !
i dont want to wake up so early and go pasar pagi !
doesn't mean i dont want to help my parents but i hate those aunties !
i have to wake up super early ! at least 4 ! ! !
bath , change and help mum with her thing T.T
i know i will be sleepy tomorrow , hope i wont fishing in class -.-
B , if u complain sleepy tomorrow , i chop your stupid mouth off !

normally , i wake up on 7 or 730
but tomorrow 4 ! count the differentiate of hour
i want to sleep more , my panda eyes is getting worse
lazy to use the eye mask or roller
T____________T

fine , i will sleep now
3 phone on alarm
-.-

night peepoo ~

2010-07-12T06:43:00.002+08:00

Today
woke up late , reached home around 6 last night
my boy lost , i felt bad if he sleep at the floor
so i punished him pumping 30 times , it's like white nut to him

that's my tied up look , i dont really like it , my face look so damn round

afternoon ,
went The Curve and IKEA , canceled 1U plan
bought lots things at IKEA , for my boy room
well , he wont be around often , so just bought something to decorate the room

night ,
celebrate his grandfather 80th birthday
at his aunt house
loo loo there too , though he went back
have lots fun with them
Thanks Aunt for inviting me :)

headed to @live
rock the night till 12+
clubbing with my girls was so much fun
MUET is the main drink of the night

headed back to my boy house
bath and change
headed to Asia Cafe
meet his cousin , friends and my girls

Netherlands VS Spain
i choose Spain , so my boy have to choose Netherlands
our bet is , morning breakfast and something only both of us know
the game was so so to me , spend more than usual time
im so sleepy , finished around 5 if im not mistaken

well , SPAIN is the winner !
carried back the World Cup happily
the most yellow card given and longest time taken too
the referee biased , so what to do
anyway , worth watching it
i shouted when Spain score , i dont give a damn to people who saw that =X
Paul the Octopus , everyone is praising u , u done a good job :)
gotta meet Fifa World Cup when im 22 on year 2014 ! 4 more years to go

i still will continue watching football
it's fun , if u really finished watching the whole match and support one of them
waiting for football club matches , support MU all the way !

just reached my boy house and i still want to blog before i sleep till afternoon =X
well , my boy lose so he must follow the rules , happy-ing !
im absolutely tired now ! need a sleep now !
morning peepoo ~
night to myself :)

2010-07-11T14:45:00.003+08:00

Taeyang songs stick in my mind currently
i started admire him ,
when i heard the song "WEDDING DRESS"
the MV story is very meaningful
i cried when my very first time watching it
no idea why i cried , just try to imagine he is u
then u will felt that
he looks so hot in the MV , well he always is

in his Solar album
im addicted with
" I need a girl " n "Superstar"
just download from iTunes :)
Dora's smile melts me as well , dance well n cute smile
love Taeyang dancing moves , smooth n nice

my friends always say i will easily fall in love with any guy artist , only my type one =X
im not like those crazy fans out there ,
when they saw their idol , they will shout n faint or maybe cry for no reason
i just love their song and admire them

Friends ;
dont worry about me
im fine , i will stay strong
time will change everything

My Boy ;
i felt better now
Thanks for lending your shoulder , being by my side and try to make me smile back ♥
SORRY if i interrupted you
LY , chu ♥

might going Alsafa Damansara to meet the monkey
but stupid monkey , Alsafa very far la
my girls date me to @live , we haven been there before
MUET will rock the night
but i only can meet them awhile and rock the night within 1 hour i think
having dinner with my boy family and i want to watch Final match !
i will FFK the stupid monkey and out with my girls
sorry monkey :)

out to 1U and Curve
i tied up my hair
looks so yeng =X
show u guys when im back
stay tuned =)

2010-07-11T04:20:00.002+08:00

both is sad for u
asking me to advice u
even they cry for u

im being the middle person
have to help u , have to explain to both of them
have to cover everything for you and even tell lies , sometimes
my mind , my heart is messed up !
i just want to be a normal person
not any rich person , so what if we are rich
im happy with my currently life
i dont need those things
i just want us to be back like last time !
i dont want any changes in our life

im tired , really tired
every time u call me
i felt so worried
im tired being the middle person
please take care of ur health and beware with peoples u met
not everyone is so kind - hearted

sometimes i hope im always beside u to nag u
so u wont simply do things that u shouldn't do
but i cant !
sometimes i hope i owned a genie
so i will command him/her to change back the time
BUT impossible it will happens

we really need a talk

my boy , im fine
dont worry about me
im like a turtle
hard external , soft internal

P/S : tears drop whenever i think about what both of them told me T.T

2010-07-11T03:12:00.005+08:00

my boy says i look very si man today , the photo will tells u why :)

bro brought those bags for me , around 7 if im not mistaken
not branded , super cheap one
i still like it , no place for me to put -.-

TODAY
woke up around 1+
ate KFC at Taman Sentosa with my boy

i only ate this , not bad
must try :)

guess who is this ?
=)

headed to Mont Kiara
meet his family there
the house is already fully furnished
so next next week they will shift in

after that , meet his friends awhile
all of them is so funny n cute =D
headed to Pavilion
as he promise , he will get me a Stitch
anything related to Stitch , cos we bet on the come matches and he lose
muahahaha ~ i can be predictor also
BUT i want everyone to love me but not hate me >.<
bought a bottle n soft toy ! i dont really want soft toy
but other things , if u guys saw any where please PM me , please please please !

had dinner with his family at Tenji !
nom nom
love there so much
snapping time =)

went back to his house
he have to continue his assignment
i continue online as usual

out to LOOK OUT POINT !
yiiipie ~
just awhile , then headed to mamak near by his house to meet his friends
watching Uruguay VS Germany !
yet im blogging =X
2 - 2 now ! very chi kek !
i choose Germany , if i win , i wants my boy to sleep on the floor today !
another stupid bet rules from both of us haha
staying over at his house
=)

make it , 2 - 3 please
i want to see him sleeping on the floor ! please
if i lose , i must do something i dont want to do , ask him
i dont want to mentioned
when im typing
the score changes to 2 - 3 now
10 minute left hahaha
i will win this time =P

P/S : YOU messed up my life , i just want to be a normal person , a very normal one !

2010-07-09T21:33:00.003+08:00

my eyes looks so cacat -.-

9th of July .
woke up on 7AM ! ! ! argh *
dad call me around 745 saying that he will be back
guess what , i just finished bath , my hair is wet , i haven change my clothes and haven apply lens !
freaking rush , dad reached home around 8
just the right time for me to off the lappie and comb my hair
reached college around 815 , my class starts on 9 !
my friends haven reach yet -.-

i had no idea why our class change to Auditorium
4 big aircond = body freeze / brain freeze / whatever freeze
blame myself , im just too lazy to bring a sweater so end up im half death
Thanks Sir Edmund for switching off the aircond , not all
have lots fun in class today
i'd never stop laughing since break , 4 of us gone insane , totally insane =D
i still haven really know all my classmates yet
i felt im kinda anti social , i had no idea why
i just dont felt like talking . i only play with my iP since got WiFi =D
call me lc girl !

my boy is back !
love him love him
when i just reached home ,
DAD : cindy ! PHONE RINGING !
ME : who ? at toilet !
when im out from toilet
DAD : u go out there n c is who is honking , stupid
ME : maybe honking other people
DAD : i ask u go c then go c
i walked out with a super "bu yuan yi face"
AND SAW MY BOY CAR !

guess what the first word i said and he freaking pissed off
his hair color was kinda bright and i dont like it
ME : euuu ~ what u done ?
HIM: what i done ?
ME : ur hair !
HIM: not nice ?
ME : erm i dont like it , lighter will be nicer i think
HIM: so your first word when u saw me is , euuu~
ME : ya? so?
HIM: so? dont bother to say u miss me
ME : u expect me to stand under the hot sun n tell u how much i miss u is it ?
HIM: dont u felt romantic ?
ME : i felt hot
HIM: after weeks still the same

his meaning on after weeks still the same
is because of my attitude
i always love to bully him , that's me =)
only once awhile i wont

so , as i said i dont like his hair color
he wants me to accompany him to salon
just to dye his hair , my fault -.-
he chop down his hair , just like Nick! *an artist*
suit him lots and i love him more haha
his hair color is lighter n nicer
Thanks Mr.I , the hair stylist i trust
Mr.I says i look like small kid , not matured -.-
he styled my hair for me , for free ! wuhoo ~
likey likey !

went shopping at Aeon
bought a flat shoe , not what i want but someone dont allowed me to wear heels -.-
but i need some flat shoe and jacket to college
just walk around

went home
im just too exhausted >.<
so i sleep till 9+
have dinner with my boy at The Cave
he never tell me we going there , i just wore a sweater , black short pants and a white heels
with some foundation n blusher on
he never stop snapping photo , narcissism

meet his friends at Asia Cafe
Thanks God he bring his lappie along , if not i will fall asleep
well , when guys chatting it will be bored
BUT he wants me to go , yet i dont want
BUT my girls save my life !
they joined us , pheeew ~
Thanks girls ! i just sms-ed one of them and the others came too =)

reached home around 3AM

2010-07-08T21:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday match
Spain won ! ! !
when people asked me who i support i will say " Germany ! "
cos lots of them is supporting Germany
i just dont want to argue with them or whatever
come on ,
Spain is better ! good tactics =)
i shouted like everyone is awake in my house -.-
im waiting for Uruguay VS Germany
should be not bad
Thanks God it is on weekend
if not i will be FISHING in class

Paul choose Netherlands this time
erm erm erm
i think Spain still better =X

Today
slept till 2+ , bravo !
Mr.CD called me for times and i never heard >.<
he screwed me cos he changed and waited for me yet i never answer his call and reply his messages
when i meet him around 5+
he looks so damn angry , but i make him smile back =)
sorry my cutie , not purposely gehr
after that , 3 of us went Dragon-i !
never really eat , no appetite at all
im just too stressed up , only some of them know why

meet Mr.F at Pavilion
just awhile
passed him my baby Nikon
he going Taiwan soon , dont forget my souvenirs please =)

all my cammie is with my friends
everyone busy with their assignment stuff
i think i must ask them to pay , as rent fees =)
i only left GF1 , i wont lend this ! not mine as well

brother wont be around at home this few days
i had no idea how i go college tomorrow
DAMN !
dad say he will fetch me BUT he have to work so i rejected but dad n mum tak faham bahasa
i dont care , i will wake up early and take bus

my boy sang this song for me this time
he forced me to record and send to him too
i wanted to upload up here , but i forget how to do those things >.<
when i remember i will put up here =)
just after skype-ing with him !
his smile makes my day bright up
love u B !

gotta sing this
since my singing mood is there

night peepoo ~

2010-07-08T00:39:00.002+08:00

i want back my hair! argh ~
i had no idea what i can do with my stupid hair now
short yet dont suit me !
my face look more round , it's already round and it looks more round
FML !
i dont care , i will spend money just to let myself looks better a lil

Yesterday , midnight !
i endure for not sleeping
just to watch Uruguay VS Netherlands
but i slept -.-
so never finished watching it
but the interesting part is all at second half ! argh
i just simply slept while waiting the second half to start -.-

Today , Morning
went college quite early
im damn frigging sleepy
first class , concentrating on what Sir Ravi teaching
well , Stat dont look easy like last time , damn !
second class , Sir Edmund ! ♥
he is teaching me Costing
when i saw the book , my jaw drop !
dont even know what it is about
he never teach but said something that hypnotized me
but i enjoyed what he said , he is funny !
we never stopped laughing
the staffs came in and tell us about the Pulau Langkawi
sounds interesting n fun
if Business student going then i will go =X
some of us is still planning want to go or not ?
quite cheap , 3 days 2 night
the activities is interesting !
hopefully i might going
it's end of this month
still thinking , haven ask parents yet

Afternoon
finished class
dad fetch
went parents working place
eat and watch fifa ! last night match , i missed the kan-cheong part ! cis
went home
sleep !

Night
wait my LP come my house
doll up , wait Mr.CD to come
chill at Starbucks , Frappucino time !
changed location to Mr.CD house
the girls busy online , the guys busy gambling -.-
we are waiting for the match
online halfway , nose bleed -.-
continuous 2 day like this
the girls shouted for no reason -.-
so now the match is going on
and i felt sleepy !
well , tomorrow no class so i can stay up late
since dad allowed me to go out =D

tomorrow , outing with Mr.CD , Mr.KD , Mr.JS and my girls !
afternoon might watching movie , no idea with who
i have to wait for their calls =(
night we will go live ! ! !
i just want to have to a look =D

P/S : so far no score yet , playing safe . 3:06AM

2010-07-07T01:32:00.002+08:00

my FB inbox burst everyday !
yes is everyday !
asking about my boy n I
i had no idea what to write about

he is busy and i just start my college life
no time to chat , we never chat for few days , almost one week
cos i dont want to use BBphone so less contact T.T
but at least he send me a message a day , that's enough to me
at least he tells me everything and i felt safe

he will be back soon , i dont know when
he says soon , had no idea how soon
BUT i really frigging miss him !
he send back some chocolates and Stitch !
the chocolate , i never really ate
Stitch , i hugged it always , only in my room
sometimes i really hope i can fly over there
i looked like dont really care about him
but i had no idea how to care about him , because we are far apart
what i can do is spam his inbox
STOP ASKING ME HIS NAME !

well , our love is still strong and without any problem
just the distance but im fine with it
as he said "Thanks God you are not like other girl"
he is referring about i still can survive when he is not around
other girls might will get insane and blame their bf for not accompanying them
and i wont get emo n wait my bf to tam me
well , he is there for his studies not traveling
he has tons of things to do and he need time to rest
or maybe join his friend here n there
so he always says "i never accompany u 24/7 and you will never get angry, how come u can be so tolerate one ?"
he always ask me that
i will say "then u want me to scold u , act want to commit suicide or jump building . as u know im not so naive and i have my own activities everyday , even u are here i might neglect u too"
well , friends always come first to me
without bf i wont die , i swear !

so that's how i can endure that he never accompany me 24/7
*i answered the question*

and another thing is
he is not Caucasian , he is Malaysian
someone found his fb and asked me this -.-
he look like ABC but he is not Caucasian
he is a Chinese that dont speak Chinese and dont understand Chinese much
so he is damn ABC
Ms.Someone ; thanks for surveying my bf and yes his nickname is what u said =)

fine , is 2.30 now !
it's time for fifa ! ! !

2010-07-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

TODAY . afternoon , around 5pm
meet Mr.MK
with my two girls
at SP

i just knew he knew my friends and what he done
i f*ucked him up , i dont even care he hates me or what
he knew someone i loved and someone i hate the most
i had no idea how he knew i know them
telling me long nanny stories and make me down
im down enough and now im not down but is in 6 feet underground
i felt like whacking him when he tells me those so called nanny stories
hate you man ! frigging hate you !
you know too much about my past , after years u still remind me
u better keep everything a secret between us , if others know i might let u stay at 6 feet underground
anyway , dont worry , im fine now
Thanks for telling me those nanny stories although im not happy with it !
Sorry if i hurt u today =)

as my girls knew im not happy
so we went BBT Station One
for drinks
and ciao home

i still not used to wake up early and sleep earlier
i really hope my college is beside my house -.-
so i can sleep more

im waiting for fifa match now
Uruguay VS Netherlands !
but im sleepy now and im sure dad will screwed me when he wakes up
430 finish match
730 wake up
900 reach college
130 finish class
400 reach home
fantastic !
anyway , Thursday no class
so i can sleep late ! wohooo ~

2010-07-06T16:48:00.002+08:00

TODAY . Morning
woke up on 730 , i have to wake up so early T.T
cleaned up myself , change and buzz off to college
im proud that im going to college without any foundation , clap needed *

bro is my driver
reached college sharp 9
if im late for 10 minutes i will get a warning letter
never knew it will be so strict -.-

online while waiting for Sir Edmund
college having WiFi is like heaven to me ! =)
too bad , Sir Edmund is nor around
so Mr.Shankar entered for statistics class
fun fun fun
when i saw those mathematics stuff , i felt sleepy -.-
but not bad , stupid me still can understand

after that , Mr.Chan entered
he is an indian , dont felt weird with his name
that is just his nick name
he took over Sir Edmund class so he teaches us STATISTICS ! again -.-

i realized all the lecturer is funny and full of sense humor
heart them so much
never stop laughing XD
another thing is i spotted lots guys =D
they are doing diploma in business and some are higher post
damn ! i should take business !
i just realized Mr.MK cousin is studying there too
their generation is all so ABC =)
i called Mr.MK and says about his cousin
dating tomorrow , aww ~
been years i've never saw him
never knew he got FB also

Mr.B invited me to go Live tonight
not sure im going or not
i got a lil homework to do T.T
never been there before
lazy wanna club also =X
anyway thanks for inviting =)

college life is fun !
not how my friends describe =)

time to sleep
im exhausted !

2010-07-05T22:14:00.002+08:00

loving my iP cover , Pink Devil ! ngiak ngiak ~

kinda lazy to post about sat n sun thinggy , so forget about it
let's say about today

first day of college
meet some new friends
walk around
Mr.Edmund makes me awake , funny lecturer
teaching me costing tomorrow , wee ~
the staffs there is very friendly , not like other colleges
saying hi here and there

everything is ok , not including transport problem
i dont felt like taking bus and walk to coll everyday with tons of things
always have to think about transport problem when i go n back , fart it !
FMLTTM !

my friends never stop sms-ing me
asking how was it ? in others people eyes ALC is not that good , maybe
BUT the facilities and everything is there , just small
the only thing is they only have accounting and business studies
as Mr.Edmund said , everyone will easily get a job in this courses

im still satisfied with it ,
my brother is not happy
he wants me to go Monash or Sunway
i dont want to stress up myself like my other friends
having tons of assignment / presentations / exams every week / n bla !
although i have to go through all that , but mine is more on accounts

the first day and i felt very tired
i yawns for times
when im home
remove my foundation , remove my lens , wash my face n sleep !
woke up on 7 pm
never really sleep , too many calls -.-
i really want to off my phone sometimes but i felt bad ><

gotta end here
bath and sleep
yawns *
im sure i cant update my blog as usual
but i'll try my best =)

2010-07-04T23:32:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY !
sing k with my babes
fun fun fun !
after shouting and singing , my voice is back , my cough recovered -
so guys , next time go KTV to cure your sickness
i released out all my burden by ki-siao-ing with them
my babe even cried for some personal problem , gambateh dear =)

snap lots photos , lazy to upload here
i never really touch my cammie , my dear A never stop snapping -
view my facebook for more photos =)

after sing K , we went Old Town for my brunch , should be dinner -.-
having fun chatting
everyone went back , left me and babe J
so we walk around
went SASA , spend money again !
then we sat taxi back home =)

night ,
have dinner with parents , bro and his business partner
they chat theirs , i watch my fifa
reached home and went McD
watch fifa with my buddy and girls
till 430am

reached home
get screwed by parents n bro
cos i told dad i will be home early n my phone out of battery
so dad cant contact me and get worried
sorry , my bad !

will update about my outing on sat n sun tomorrow
mum screwing me
starting college life tomorrow
going without car , damn !
surveyed about the public transport
i think everything might be ok
hope my angel will pop out when im lost tomorrow =)

night night

2010-07-03T00:51:00.002+08:00

update my blog tomorrow ,
im too exhausted today !
happy yet a lil emo
emo cos of YOU
sometimes i felt so bad when you are not around me
i felt , i lack of something
lack of love ? lack of care ? lack of attention ? NO !
is LACK OF HAPPINESS between US !

forget about it
starts emo when i saw your sick face today
a big sigh

Ms.E is right , i shouldn't expect so much
it's time to forget something , something i want yet i cant get it
let the time flow everything in air and disappear invisibly

- end with tears -

outing !

2010-07-02T02:13:00.004+08:00

my lil cute Stitch !

today
another outing day
meet my long lost friends
everyone starts saying i changed lots again , it's like again -.-
ya , im fatter , with short untidy hair and with stupid flip flop
i wore super simple today , cos i woke up late -.-
a tee , black short pants and my purple Supra Sneakers

this is it , im not willing to wear it
but i had no idea what to wear
Mum always complain i only wear that few heels regularly and the other i abandoned them -.-

Mr.K is the driver of the day
both of us woke up late =X
the others screwed us up
meet at Sunway Pyramid
9 of us , 5 boys 4 girls
proud that we still can gathered up
they are my tuition friends in Delta since i was standard 5-6
they always ask me to continue attending tuition
BUT i felt the time is so pack and i cant finish my homework
last time i felt that , S6 i used to write lots BM essay , everyday , school homework.
so after that i felt stress if i continue

im proud that we still contact to each other
9 monkeys sitting behind the class , always together
always go early and hang around at KP
walked back to tuition center or run , if rain
sweet memories with them =)

so today we gathered at Sunway Pyramid !
two plan , Sunway Lagoon Theme Park / Bowling
at last we decided to go theme park
i had no idea why dont they plan earlier , but we are kind of spontaneous person =P
Thanks God , my outfit suit to go theme park
my baobeis' all wore heels , so we hunt some slipper before we enter
i randomly take off my fake eyelashes , those girl salute me haha

we bought all parks ticket
we played almost all the park not include water park
in amusement park
my baobeis' shouted my name when they play the 360degree thinggy
even the guys shout for no reason
my ear drums send messages to my brain nerve that my ear is damn pain !
they said im from outer space , cos im not afraid with those game

in extreme park
we sat G-Force X ! damn nice
my lung almost fly out i think
i sat two times , call me insane =D
we played paint ball , fart it!
it's super pain when i get shoot , argh !
it's blue black now , i had no idea why my boy like paint ball now -.-

in scream park
we really scream like hell
i felt like punching the "ghost"
i scold fart u for 2 times , 9 of us scolded lots bad words
i hate the ghost house , scare my shit out
i wont go there anymore , depends my boy go with me =D

in wildlife park
of course is all about animals
have lots fun at there

we hang out at Starbucks ! Frappucino , always my choice
simple bought a tee , changed
snap puri puri stickers , say cheese ~
headed to Full House , nom nom !

back home
headed to Restaurant Coconut Flower , Telok Gong
uncle spent us dinner , brother at Genting so he never joined us
love those food , im damn full so i ate a lil
i almost slept when 4 of them is chatting , phone and camera out of battery
nothing for me to do -.-
so i just sit and join their conversation

reached home around 10
i changed and jump on my bed
i almost slept , but mum knocked the door
have a short conversation with mum
she asked why im so busy nowadays
since i told her i want to take a rest before my college life starts
but im enjoying my days with friends ! pity ah sou T.T
mum bought me pei pa gou and 3 pack of Strepsil , Thanks Mum ♥

bath , online
Mum came in my room n she thought i was sleeping cos i off my light
i look so damn exhausted , normally i will sleep like a pig after a whole day outing
but my new iP is still lack of apps , so i have to dl some
not some is lots now , spend one hour to settle everything i used to have =)
passed my old one to Dad , he want to try a touch screen phone
he is so pro now , i just teaches him twice
he asked me to dl some oldies songs , still finding
Mum complained that he had no time to accompany her
Mum said , they watched sunset at dont know near what river
old yet so sweet ! ♥

Mum planned a couple day out when my boy is back
3 couple date , sounds so fun !
BUT i'd no idea when he will be back
talked to him not more than 1 hour a day T.T
at least he sent me a morning message everyday , that's more than enough
i knew he is busy , so i forgives him

Tomorrow ,
actually my buddy date me out for Karate Kid !
he bought my ticket already , BUT i ffk-ed him
change my plan
join my babes sing K
never meet them for almost half a year
so this is the time , before im more busy -.-
Sorry Mr.E & Mr.K !
i can buy Karate Kid DVD to watch , but i cant meet my babes regularly

morning ,
will go Ambang Botanic , only super close friends knows why i go there
with my brother for sure , excited !

after that , headed to Aeon
meet my babes

night ,
have dinner with my family and brother business partner
parents wants to meet him
then ,
bump to Station One meet my long lost friends for our trip planning

there's 2 more days outing !
hope i can wake up for the 1st day of college
i still haven get my so called school bag and stationary yet
Parents says , they might take off for my 1st day of college
take my out for breakfast and go college and fetch me back home
everything sounds so sweet ♥

i said no need , take off but not wake up early to send me to school , public transport can send me there .
that's the word i means i want back my carrie ! ! !
no car = sacs (my language)
well , im sure i will be a temporary voiceless person , only temp. in class
maybe one day or two days , after knowing friends then i will be the speaker XD

nights
it's 4:25A.M !
35 minutes more for me to off to bed before my dad nag me

- end with happiness -

2010-07-01T02:56:00.003+08:00

addicted with this song !

today , WED , morning
went out with my boy mother n sister
look for house
we went mont kiara and kenny hills
i took lots photos , but i really lazy wan to take the USB plug out >.< paiseh , go search yahoo or whatever both place house was awesome !

this one is mount kiara
awesome right ? my jaw drop when i saw this
brother ! i want mount kiara , not ambang botanic anymore !
my brother will dump me at home and go genting tomorrow , good good good .
i will remember , i want back my car u jerk !

B , aunt ask u to call her for your room renovation
but i think u dont have to renovate anymore , just get some furniture
i choose the room for u , hope u will like it =P
cant wait for u to be back T.T

back to topic
after that , we had brunch at Tenji !
at last , i went . dont call me sua ku
we headed to Ikea
i had melted for times today
the house and ikea furniture , makes me melts
i had said the word "very nice" for times today
well , everything i saw today was very nice

meet my buddy at starbucks , kam ho
Frappucino , slurp ~
my girls all fat hao-ing at saloon
so i joined them , i fat hao with them too -.-
wash my hair and they curl a lil for me
super likey !

shopping awhile
i break my record again , never bought anything =)
snap puri puri sticker , woohooo~
i look damn geli , argh !

Thanks my skinny sending me home
have dinner with parents n uncle family
meet back my girls at Station One
online and chat with them , happy !
all gathered together =)

they decide to go clubbing
BUT i decide to go home
sorry guys =D

still want to finish up the hk movie
it's already 5AM T.T
im super sleepy
outing again tomorrow !
out with my long lost friends
cant ffk them
i think i will die soon

dad start screwed me T.T

night !

2010-06-29T01:13:00.002+08:00

28th morning , 230 -430
watched Argentina VS Mexico
i support Argentina , my boy says im like a sports result reporter on fb -.-
results : 3 - 1
Tevex looks so hot ! =P
Thanks to Argentina ! ! !
cant wait for Argentina VS Germany !

woke up around 11am
im freaking sleepy
phone calls wakes me up , argh !
i coughed like nobody business
honey drink , pei pa gou , cough medicine from doctor doesnt cure my cough
getting worst , give me a reason please ? i had no idea
i will cough my lung out anytime
around 1pm , i was shocked when bro is home !
back with a plastic bag , guess what ?
it's iPhone 3Gs ! ! ! ! !
wohoooo~ happy
i randomly grab and open it , he asked "say what?" . I LOVE YOU ! i said =)
i just told him i will go lowyat and get my phone
Sorry to Mr.D , he helped me to order one and i ffk-ed him
he purposely wake up early to LY and wait me appeared on 3pm at Pavilion
so sorry , owe u a meal !

my skinny girl fetched me and we headed to Pavilion
we watched Toy Story 3 , finally ~
i want to watch Karate Kid but too bad , my 2 girls watched -.-
i cried at the end part , the whole movie is not bad , funny .
went Dragon-i , i just want to eat siew long bao

3 of us shopped around
skinny girl make me want to buy Juicy Couture iPhone cover ! argh
never buy , i try to ignore , quite nice .
fine , i will buy a cheap one !
STOP attract me with branded stuff please !
i hope i can endure and be a good girl =)

reached home around 8pm
have dinner with family at Pandamaran
back home awhile , out to McD for Netherlands VS Slovakia
with Mr.CD , Ms.E & Ms.K
my 2 girls busy online , CD and I concentrating with the match yet i online too -.-
they want to stay till the next match , Brazil VS Chile
but is on 2.30AM ! so we headed back to my house
CD called his buddy , he worried that we will rap him -.-
his buddy came with beers & snacks, mum stares at me
BUT i never drink at all , good girl =)

everyone chilled in my room
we watched HK movie , i almost slept !
im tired from morning till now
watching Brazil VS Chile now !
Brazil play wise please , stop passing here and there
is a match to second round and final , hopefully
fart it , KAKA get a yellow card !
why KAKA ? argh ! Brazil play wise please !

2010-06-28T01:35:00.003+08:00

my fb inbox message is like bursting soon
my blog had no place to leave comment and no chatbox
so they went my FB and leave message
smart !

lots of them asking which phone is the best
since im damn free now
so let me randomly give some comment about the phone i used before
not all my phone

NOKIA E72 !
a business use phone
watching youtube is the best =X
i never really use this phone
cos i hate the keypad !
my hand is too fat and my nails is long
so is hard for me to press
not mine , my bf one BUT he left at my house

BlackBerry Curve 8900 !
i hate the keypad too , as i said up there
the roller sucks , tooooo sensitive , is hard for me to enter an application
maybe im not good in it !
i only love BBM and the camera is clearer
it will be cool if it got touch screen

Apple iPhone 3G !
i love this the most among all
everything is good , but only the camera
i think iPhone user knows it
and also no bluetooth , some of them never knew about it
the problem is i cant bluetooth-ing with my friends
but the application is all awesome !
so i think i dont need a bluetooth
i want to upgrade to 3Gs , im getting it tomorrow =X
everyone hypnotizing me saying that 3Gs is better
4G launch in Malaysia on September , as i heard
so i think i better change 3Gs than waiting for no reason !

SE Satio !
red is awesome , but too bad i sell off
when i played with my brother one , i regret selling it !
the camera is awesome , i heart it
it wont lag , but will be a lil slower when u enter an application
not so fast as other phone

Nokia N97 mini !
i dont really love Nokia at the first
but now i love it !
everything is good , sensitivity was good
suit those fellows who like to lan yao yeng cos its really yeng !

as u guys saw
i love touch screen phone
i had no high expectation with phones
good camera , look good and more applications !
that's what i want !
i change phone like i change clothes
parents always complained but i never really use those gadgets
i protect them too well , i put in my drawer n lock it
but now , i took all out and use
the old one is in the drawer
sorry for betraying

sometimes i prefer using old phones
if it lost i wont felt toooo sad
im worry about bag snatcher or whatever crime
cos i used to sit bus and taxi , last time .
but not now , so i take them out and say HI to the world

phone represent a person personality , some said
but i dont think so
even some rich fellows use cheap phone
LOW PROFILE ! i likey

i knew this article is bored but i had no time to reply one by one
so i just randomly describe what i know and the good of the phone that i know
enjoy

-end with sleepy eyes-

=)

2010-06-27T02:54:00.003+08:00

ITALY ! but sorry , i support BRAZIL !

around 10pm
i planned to sleep
so i let my coussie to play my pc
she never off my MSN
and complained lots of them disturbing her -.-

lied down on bed and thinking of the busy guy i miss while playing iP games
suddenly , Mr.CD called ! i knew he will date me out for supper -.-
let me type down what he said in random . . .

CD : YY ! McD ?
ME: late , sleep
CD : dont act , shah alam , fetch u ar ?
ME: mum 1st , wait . . . *mins later*
ME: on , u fetch , mum no
CD : come now , wait call , change n fast
ME: ok , bye

that's the way we communicate
only we know what we are talking about
he used to bully me so i said he very noisy !
so he said he wont be noisy anymore and talk in simple way
that's how we start the alien language
short words , both of us understand
sometimes we stunt awhile and think what each other talking about XD

simply wore a Polo Tee , i wore the wrong country , should wear USA !
no cosmetics but fake eyelashes , without it my eyes looks sleepy
cam whore a lil with my coussie
we went shah alam mamak
ate half plate of mee goreng and drank 2 cup of ice lemon tea !
another half of mee goreng , Mr.KF ate
ice lemon tea drive me crazy =X
5 of us , never stop snapping photos
Mr.CD starts snapping all of us for no reason and we never realize -.-
so we start the war ! ngiak ngiak

stupid KF starts saying ghost story
stupid CD drove to a damn dark n huge place
we had no idea where is it -.-
GPS saved my life !
a damn cat make all of us scared , a white cat !
we were in the car , the cat passed by the road and CD break immediately
the cat still look at us and ran off
it eyes is blue , fart it ! i hugged Ms.E
honestly , i felt so uncomfortable after i look at the cat for like few seconds , argh !
we went McD , have a sit
relaxed ourselves , KF let me whacked him =)
sorry , if i whack too hard , i was afraid , i had no idea why
is just a damn cat and all of us is so scared

since i felt uncomfortable
so i asked them to stay over at my house
i dont want my 2 big buddy go back KL in this kind of situation
we just cant forget the cat face ! help me ! i kept thinking about it !
4 of them is sitting on my bed and my bed is like going to break down -.-
i had no idea how we sleep in a queen size bed
i have to put my Stitchies and dolls on my PC table
we planned to hug each other n sleep , not bad =)
im waiting my maddie to wake up . blankets , pillows and mattress is in her room
i dont think my bed can fit 5 of us

brother is not back yet
still having meeting at KL
parents had never saw him for 3 days
when parents is sleeping , he is back
when parents went out for work , he is sleeping
dad n mum have tons of things to talk to him
BUT he is exhausted , he just start his business
not very well yet , he is still building the concrete and pillars on his business
ADD OIL BROTHER ! ! !

waiting my boy to wake up ! he said he will wake up early for his assignments
missing him so badly ! ! ! never talked to him for few days T.T
busy busy and busy , so im missing him more
kinda torturing me -.-

it's 4.52 AM now
3 of them slept
Ms.E and I busy blogging =P

i never sleep for 24+hours
big clap please *
hope mum and busy guy wont read this sentence !

LY

2010-06-26T15:58:00.002+08:00

i heard my friends saying that my brother is like VIP in lowyat -.-
he called his friend , says what he want and collect when he reached there
he try to change everything in his room n my room .
we are in mood with gadgets now !
we had no more idea what to buy , we bought everything we want so badly
my wish list of the year is almost success
2 more to go !
impossible one -.-

bro bought SE SATIO
as he owned one already
this is for ah sou since they want to use couple phone like my boy and I using BB phone

SATIO was not bad , i used for few hours
ah sou asked me to test and tell her how to use
well , im smart in gadget =)
say any bad words for the sentence up there haha

he even brought back
new headphone for my MACcie , i mean macbook , cute name huh -.-
a printer , super cool one . heart it !
STITCH game ! OMFG ! ILISM !
Thanks bro , ILY !

yesterday . night
meet my girls and buddy at Starbucks !
watching Portugal vs Brazil match , a must
i was excited at the first , but im bored after that
SO , i on my lappie and online ! the best way =)
i was like frigging sleepy , BUT my driver , Mr.CD still wants to finish up the match
reached home around 4+
talk with my brother , watch DVDs
great , lets clap for me -.-
i just want to finished up the movie , after bath im super energetic
Dad screwed me , Mum betrayed me ! ! !
i told her not to tell Dad about my health problem , but she told
fine , a early GREET from Dad -.-

my girls called me for BREAKFAST !
but i had to stay at home n work for bro
so , argh ! i have to stay at home then
i had no idea where bro get so many customers -.-
i have to be nice with them , talk softly and entertain those rich fellows
they told bro im funny n cute , duh !
mum cooked me nest bird and gin seng ! woohooo~
as she knew im not happy that she told Dad about my health problem and im coughing yet lost my voice
so she said the nest bird is to say sorry to me and show her care to me , aww ~
i almost cried , but i endure . im super sensitive with sweet words -.-

its 5.17PM now
off to bed , as i never slept
BUT my phone kept ringing , FML !

next week i will be frigging free COS ah sou will replace me for only a week
Thanks ah sou !
im dating with my friends for the whole week !
i heart that !

2010-06-25T16:15:00.002+08:00

Today . morning
went hospital with mum !
just to take my report
doctor ask me take more rest because im lack of sleep
it's true !
Mum says she will keep all my DVDs if im sleeping late
she warn me 11pm must sleep !
i hope i can =(
i hate mum control my life ! mum i want back my freedom PLEASE !
dont worry about me
i knew you dont feel happy when you saw brother n I is so tiring after work
BUT we are fine , no worries PLEASE !

afternoon , stayed at home
watch HK movies ! addicted =(
hearing more than 30 calls one day , no joke !
i felt like dying , that's why i lost my voice n im coughing like nobody business T.T
last time i use 2 days to finish up one HK movie BUT now 4 5 days
keep press pause , answer calls , jot down important things and call back brother !
getting insane soon -.-

going out to lowyat
for bro new gadget
we are crazy / in love with gadgets nowadays
meet Mr.CD n Ms.E later , wuhoo ~

off to bath !
be back later =)

2010-06-25T00:33:00.002+08:00

early in the morning
meet my boy sister
talked about her assignment
she said i look cute with my new hair style -.-

meet my girls awhile ,
they scolded me for the new hair style
they always love me in long n curly hair , i miss my long hair too
window shopping awhile

headed back home
my girls have afternoon class
stayed at home , watch dvds , sms , play with my two new cammies and cough like no body business -.-
one word bored !

night meet with " someone n someone"
Congrats to him =)
Thanks Mr.CD for saving my life and spending me dinner
we went full house for dinner
i love there as usual
never stop snapping photos with my new cammie
i had no idea why it is so freaking clear -.-
after getting chicken pox , i have to edit my photos , argh !
fart it ! disaster !
hate my face to the max !
ok fine , i just felt sad with my face
ignore me =(

this really help me lots
better than reading the book
makes me sleepy

2010-06-24T17:27:00.003+08:00

bro brought 3 new gadgets home !
2 is mine , 1 is his

Alienware laptop
super cool , i like it !

the laptop keyboard color
we can edit any color as we like
super cool !
as i didn't bought my brother a camera as his birthday
BUT he knew i like it so much
so he get one for me !
wuhooo~
it's super clear
even parents said so
a very smart camera , why i said so
because erm , i had no idea how to explain =P
bro bought a EOS DSLR ! OMFG !
a gadget i craved for long time
BUT i always spent too much on my outfits
never ever get a chance to save money for a EOS DSLR
one word , im freaking happy !
Thanks bro , i love you ! ! !

im still playing with my two new cammie !
Mum said i will be busy and non stop playing with it
im snapping this , snapping that
super fun !
G11 is really the best !
im still thinking must i sell off my old gadgets
i bought a rack from ikea and put all my gadget on
and looks like its going to be full
either i buy another rack or i sell some of them
Mum nagging both of us for over spending =X

anyway ,
super thanks to bro !
i heart you ♥

2010-06-23T01:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MY BELOVED BROTHER !

only one brother
SO ,
i love him the most

he always give me the best he can ,
when i had no transport , he will be my driver

no matter where i am , he will be there BUT he will simply nag
i always simply say i want this i want that , honestly just for purpose

BUT he will take action , he will get what i want no matter how expensive it is
whenever he scold me , i will ignore him because i know it is for my own good
we even used to fight and argue till my parents cant endure us

i always treated like a princess
he is the one who spoiled me up
no matter what i want , he will say "BUY"
or , he will nag me cos i owned too many stuff

whenever i go out , i must tell him where i going and who im out with
he will fetch me back when i had no transport so he will ask where i going
if anything happen , he can call my friends and make sure im safe with them so he will ask who im out with

he wont ever let guys go near me
if guys look at me he will get angry BUT i always say "they never saw before giant so they put their eye on me "
he always remind me to be cautions with guys

all his friends said he loves me lots, ya he do !
he worry about me the most
even my friends envy/jealous , because i had a brother that treat me so well !

he even loves me more than his gf
no matter what problems , he will tell me first
im always his listener / PA / part time GF / sleep mate and forever his sister !

hope his business will start soon , only semi start now
i will always support and help him no matter what
hope everything will go smoothly

hope our dream will come true too
really hope we can change everything we want soon
dad n mum , please wait , we want both of u to stay in a better environment !
please give us some time =)

lastly ,

kor , i love you
♥ ♥ ♥

2010-06-23T00:44:00.004+08:00

past few hour hair length !
after hair cut ! ! !

i realized 3cm is so long
see the different of my hair !
my aunt say she will cut only 3cm
to me 3cm is like damn little , so im okay with it
BUT when i realized my hair is so short im freaking not happy
i even never eat my dinner , call me insane or whatever !

it's too late to regret because she had cut
so mum keep comfort me
im satisfied with my hair color , is what i want
but the hair length is not what i want !
i swear i wont let my aunt touch my hair , i rather spend few hundred !

when im home ,
Dad was not happy with my hair
he always want me in long hair , he simply love my past few hours hair !

2nd , i told my boy in MSN
on skype , he was not happy yet scolded me -.-
he also simply love my previous hair ! T.T
at last he say i still look cute and not that matured
means i looks like small girl . argh !

3rd , brother haven saw me yet
im sure he will screwed me too
he dont like me in short hair too -.-
he just say he will sponsor me to curl my hair
but now , i want him to sponsor me a coffin more !

have to meet my girls and my boy mum and sister tomorrow !
i tried to wear hair extension BUT my hair extension is black and my hair color is brownish =(
Cindy Ngin ; just accept it , too late to regret !

some of my buddy start calling me xiu mui mui -.-
regret showing them on Skype
i rather be old nanny than xiu mui mui !
im insane now , just let me digest it

never felt so regret before !
T......T

2010-06-22T23:10:00.002+08:00

20th . night
fetch my aunt home
then
fetch my boy to KLIA !
damn hmm seh tak him , i hate KLIA to the max !
hate driving back alone , turn speaker volume louder and hear song
i hate silent sounds
meet my girls at old place
at last my Ms.E is back !
have a drink and we headed to Ms.E house
drink beer and chat till morning
laughed and cried , cried more
we just love to share our secrets
i felt better after saying out my problems , pheeew ~

around 8+
some of them shouting for starvation -.-
so we headed to Chi Liung for BKT !
nom nom , love it so badly
after that , we headed back home
change , bath
n
slept like a pig

night ,
bring my family and my godparents out for dinner
at Taman Rakyat
re-celebrate fathers day
bro and I was busy on sunday
back to godparents house
chat + drink tea
i was busy watching matches
i never had enough sleep after Fifa World Cup starts , damn !

2010-06-20T18:38:00.002+08:00

Yesterday . afternoon
my boy and I
went dad stall , have our brunch
update our StreamyX line to WiFi line
faster , better and i can online anytime with my phonies !
only in my house area
i dont have to spend money for whatever broadband anymore !

bring my two naughty baby n aunt for shopping
my two baby is so naughty !
my hand almost break into 2 , keep pull me here n there
my leg is fine with the wedges shoes ! very 1st time i felt comfortable =)
never bought anything , proud *
BUT i still spend money on milk shake and Frappucino , Starbucks -.-

went grandparents house awhile
ciao back home , bath
went grandparents house for Fathers Day celebration
helped my godmother with her things awhile
back home n slept !
im so tired , totally exhausted
not physically but mentally !

loo loo

2010-06-19T18:57:00.002+08:00

Lomo camera !
loo loo bought me this , as he promise and i completed the task
Thanks loo loo , i'll get what you want before you going back

he bought me the whole white one
Paul Smith one still look nicer , never mind
i still love what he gave me =)

he force me to post an article and thank him
so i did it !

Miss.MJ ;
i get you invitation card already , thanks !
i promise i will attend !
happy always , take good care of yourself and baby
meet you soon =)

will update my blog about today when im back
and and and
depends on my battery life =D

yippie !

2010-06-18T15:01:00.003+08:00

our trip canceled ! T.T
we called 3 -5 hotel in Penang
once we ask , their answer will be "fully booked"
so we just went Malacca and night went Genting
one day trip with my bro , ah sou and my boy !

17th , morning
we went Aeon , ate McDonald
we spend 2hours + at there
BUT 4 of us bought lots things
brother , ah sou , my boy and I , we bought Polo Tee at Polo Haus !
brother n ah sou bought Spain !
my boy n I bought Brazil !
well , dad n mum bought too so we must get it too
parents bought Argentina , they just simply love blue
we plan to wear on Fathers Day =)
bro n my boy bought Polo shoes also , damn nice is totally damn nice !

ah sou and I bought heels at Opera
kind of regret buying that heels , after i wear , im like super tall and my boy complained
well , im still short when i stand beside him with the heels on
he was not around when i was buying
ah sou , bought 2 heels and a gladiator !
her owned a pair of beautiful leg , she looks good in any type of shoe ! envy ! ! !

went Bata for the Nike shoe i wanted !
my "fans" will know which shoe i mean
finally , i bought u back ! woohooo~
wear immediately =)

when ah sou and me at Opera
my boy sent me Stitchies photos ?
i forced him to buy for me , but he say "no money !"
so i ignore him and i will go hunt the toys department myself
BUT he bringing two bag when he meet us at Bata
i though he bought clothes or whatever , so i ignored him
he asked me to carry the plastic bags , he wanted to test the shoe
SO i open n have a look , it's STITCH ! ! !
i send a message and saids "Thanks"
then we look at each other n smiled
brother said "can u guys just dont ki hiao and faster ?"
brother = disturbance !

so we headed to Malacca !
eat chicken rice , the famous one
lots human being waiting at there + hot !
we ate super lots nice food = my weight will gain !

go Red House and lots , just lazy wanna type >. <
the two guy is busy with their DSLR
ah sou and me , keep want to buy things =P
never bought anything special , just some cheap stuff and food !

back to klang , meet brother friends
headed to GENTING !
cold + nonstop sneezing !
Thanks B , for the jacket =)
Starbucks is the best place , frappucino is a must !
guys went casino , my boy is not legal to go in BUT he still went in
my two precious one won few hundreds , happy ! mine at last =P
the boys busy chatting about business
ah sou , Ms.E and I is super sleepy !
i slept on my boy back , damn comfortable =P

reached home
4 of us is totally exhausted
i remove my make up and lens
wash my face
wait my boy to finish bath till i slept

one day trip with all my precious one
conclusion happy and tired !

- end with loves and happiness -